when things go back into the darkness;i feel so sad and emo now after reading sean's blog.
i didnt know he's so vulnerable and sensitive inside.
i never knew.
i dont know whats gg on inside too,
i'm just pretty disappointed and upset by everything tts happening.
unfairness;biasness;unhappy treatments.i dont deny that i'm uhnhappy
and i want to leave asap.
i feel so cheated time and again;
you can be the champion for all they care because they will just treat u like crap.
you train so hard, put on the school's jersey and made them proud but they gave u nothing.
except an old jersey; while others get sponsored from head to toe.
they are being so fair to you.