i'm out of finals for 100m this year.

there;
i've said it.
8 words that took so much courage and time for me to accept it.

my great failure.

dont tell me its okay, caz its not.
all these days, i trained twice a day daily for it.
and there;
i lost it all in less than half a minute.
irony.

mr lim said i was too tired from wala, and so i mis-performed like many athletes did.
i hoped it was.
its just really scary to know that u are actually deproving.

i think i suck.
a great letdown.
caz i still cant belief that i;m actually this lousy for nats.
and it hurts a lot
when u realise that u had actually trained so hard for it and still dont get it while the others just got it ,


so easily.



but still thanks to melissa my tallie lovely, seran, mr foo, jessica, sipei, dorcas,caryn.
i love u guys manymany.

a little glamour goes a long way;
10:45 PM;