at least time helped me to recover slowly;

i'm really like stressed out these few days.
there's like so many damm tests coming up and moreandmoreandmore assignments piling up;
i will be having 3 tests on friday if i miss lessons tml and on thurs.
oh, i have my 200m heats tml

and hopefully, hopefully, if i qualify for semis it will be on thursday.
wish me luck for 200m tml, caz all my confidence's gone after what happened to my 100m.

i hope i can at least make it to the finals, not a too ambitious aim i hope.
okay lets rest early.

PS./ 12JULY IS COMING. -ihope this yr's bday is gonna be a bigbig surprise for me.


caz you're the biggest letdown;
i know, self pitying isnt gonna change anything, you lost your race, thats tt. ironic, i've always been telling ppl to cheerup, when i'm still pretty emo deep inside. i cant, and i think never will accept all that has happened, my great failure, my great disappointment to all. friends.coaches.supporters.
why am i sucha letdown. why is the world so unfair. day after day i've been training so hard, so hard, just for this nationals, and yet, i lost it all. in just a single race. and what hurts the most, is when u know that all your endless hardwork had been wasted.
youtrainfornothing. yourhardworkiscrap.
my great setback; the worst nightmare.

a little glamour goes a long way;
8:33 PM;