i feel super relieved now :)

what else?
caz nats juniors is like FINALLY over. ;D
its been 3 looooooooong weeks since i've had a good rest.
the past 3 weeks's all about training and training everyday except for sundays.

so today's 200m finals and the weather's like real HOT. even the crouch start position burned my fingers and blistered em :(

went to bed @ 11 ytd night and i kept thinking about lotsa stuffs la, like the race today and what went wrong with 100m so in the end i couldnt fall asleep until 1am.
which explains why i'm like super drowsy before the race. i felt tt both my legs are weak.

amalina's still injured (get well soon!) and surprisingly, amandalee told me tt joanna( 100m gold medalist) is withdrawing from the race caz she injured herself during warmup.
so in the end 200m U17 race isnt interesting anymore caz all the fast peeps are nt running.

i'm in LANE 8 today!the biggest curve hmm.
first 100m was good, but i haven even finished my curve and i could see fiona in front alr. (zomg)
then slowly meixian caughtup and i decided to, hmm okay, maintain the same pace as her.
but sadly, my left shin gave way at the last 50m.
and i stumble when i wanted to sprint,( i have the energy to) so i decided to slow down instead caz the acute shin pain is really unbearable.








how wasted.
from 3rd-4th to like
5th again.

and the only thing i could think of was- sorry mr lim and teammates.


BUT ANYWAY
i'm still damm high now caz everything's finally finally over and i dont have to be nervous and all alr!
and although i didnt do well for both my events i felt happy caz at least i got into finals and running's been sth tt i love so no harm losing to those really really fast ones. x) plus all the other runners have real sportsmanship and i think tts sth for me to learn from.

right now, just train harder for nationals :D


you know, sometimes i really think i have awesome juniors, wening sharon jiayi jolynn sean alyson sheryl suqin, they're the ones encouraging me through all these races. hey all , thanks so much :) you guys really touched my life and i mean it ;) all of you have been a motivation for me to push myself during each scareyy race.
ILOVEYOUALL N DHSTRACK :)

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