previews of 200m finals race.
me and meixian (:




CHIONG.


and finished.

a little glamour goes a long way;
11:19 PM;

a little glamour goes a long way;
9:53 PM;

wth.

you, you think i dao your msges ON PURPOSES?!
fyi, i didnt reply to your msges due to real and logical reasons; my sim card wasnt with me. so i didnt reply.
and you claim tt i'm self-centred.
and you think i didnt or am not planning what i'm doing tml?
this is his last training with us and u think i dont care at all?

then fine.

you dont know how the feeling of being malign feels do you.

a little glamour goes a long way;
6:40 PM;

a little glamour goes a long way;
11:52 AM;

i have to go make my freaking passport tml and so i cant go for tml's morning training AGAIN.

oh well, lets count.
if i miss tml's training, i will be missing training for 4 days straight, which is the crucial time for an athlete to be out of form.

then there's this 4 days level camp thing oversea coming up.

so conclusion,
i'll be going slower and slower from now on.


fullstop. dammit.

a little glamour goes a long way;
11:49 PM;

a little glamour goes a long way;
10:46 PM;

i'm sick of tests and projects.
i mean, who isnt right.

speech day's tml, have to report in school by 1.45 so obv i cant go out shopping. i'm desperate for one. haven been out to town since forever, and the last time i've been to the cinema to watch a movie is like 29585635378344 days ago.
i missed out on mr beans holiday, law by law, the norbit.
i wanna watch! i wanna watchhhhh!!!

and level camp's coming, so all the more i should be gg out with my channn yl!! :) we can be bimbos together. =S

its been a tiring week with all the stressful tests and projects and everything and sometimes i wished i wasnt in dunman high. slept for only 4 4hrs everyday which results in uglaeyy dark circlessss under my eye bags :0. but luckily mr lim made this week light training week and asked me to finished all my undone hw. but somehow, i still dont have enough time :(

anyway here are the good news and bad news of upcoming weeks :

bad :((((((((((

-80% chances of failing physics test
-chinese 实况追击 project nt yet presented
-history MAO presentation nt finished
-whole class passed maths test but bet my results will be borderline pass
- HAVE TO REDO ORALTORICAL SHITT PRESENTATION
- yr 3 interclass football thing not finished yet
-byebye coach lim

GOOD :)))))))))))
*no more test next week
*level camp @ malaysia in 2 weeks time

my life's super screwed >.<


but still, cheerup no matter how screwed up your life is ;)




i haven been training lots of late and i'm feeling itchy all over.
gosh, i'm addicted.

a little glamour goes a long way;
10:07 PM;

a little glamour goes a long way;
10:41 PM;

i feel super relieved now :)

what else?
caz nats juniors is like FINALLY over. ;D
its been 3 looooooooong weeks since i've had a good rest.
the past 3 weeks's all about training and training everyday except for sundays.

so today's 200m finals and the weather's like real HOT. even the crouch start position burned my fingers and blistered em :(

went to bed @ 11 ytd night and i kept thinking about lotsa stuffs la, like the race today and what went wrong with 100m so in the end i couldnt fall asleep until 1am.
which explains why i'm like super drowsy before the race. i felt tt both my legs are weak.

amalina's still injured (get well soon!) and surprisingly, amandalee told me tt joanna( 100m gold medalist) is withdrawing from the race caz she injured herself during warmup.
so in the end 200m U17 race isnt interesting anymore caz all the fast peeps are nt running.

i'm in LANE 8 today!the biggest curve hmm.
first 100m was good, but i haven even finished my curve and i could see fiona in front alr. (zomg)
then slowly meixian caughtup and i decided to, hmm okay, maintain the same pace as her.
but sadly, my left shin gave way at the last 50m.
and i stumble when i wanted to sprint,( i have the energy to) so i decided to slow down instead caz the acute shin pain is really unbearable.








how wasted.
from 3rd-4th to like
5th again.

and the only thing i could think of was- sorry mr lim and teammates.


BUT ANYWAY
i'm still damm high now caz everything's finally finally over and i dont have to be nervous and all alr!
and although i didnt do well for both my events i felt happy caz at least i got into finals and running's been sth tt i love so no harm losing to those really really fast ones. x) plus all the other runners have real sportsmanship and i think tts sth for me to learn from.

right now, just train harder for nationals :D


you know, sometimes i really think i have awesome juniors, wening sharon jiayi jolynn sean alyson sheryl suqin, they're the ones encouraging me through all these races. hey all , thanks so much :) you guys really touched my life and i mean it ;) all of you have been a motivation for me to push myself during each scareyy race.
ILOVEYOUALL N DHSTRACK :)

a little glamour goes a long way;
6:54 PM;

100m down, only one more 200m to go :)

just got back from gombak stadium, and yeppppp! finished 100m semis and finals.
i got into finals.

i screwed up my semis. was affected by the false start before my race. so i slipped at my start and was like one of the last few in my semis.
so obv i thought i wouldnt get into semis and wanted to go change and head home when they announce the results.
it was super nervous lur! caz my name was the last to be announced and they paused for so long before my name.

then it was finals and it rained :(

but then finals still went on after the rain stopped and i'm in lane 8. =S
starts wasnt good at all again >.< style="font-style: italic;" size="4"> curve start and almost bang into alicia so i slowed down to get back into track then continued to chase after alicia. managed to close up the gap with her and everyone finished in a line ---------------.

and i got 5th :)
timing wasnt good AT ALL. ( super slow in fact) but then i dont really care for top 3 la.
i have to admit tt jiayuan and joanna are both really fast runners.



okaey thank list =]
-thanks moma for coming down to watch my 100m race
-thanks jolynntan alyson sean peiying caryn for coming to support
-thanks daddy for giving me a free legs and shoulders massage caz they were aching badly
-thanks mr lim :)




and sigh la, there's still 200m tml. i'm so tiredd alr and i mean it.
plus there's 2 freaking chem and maths test next week like WTH RIGHT.
shall chiong 200m tml.

a little glamour goes a long way;
9:31 PM;

its been a super tiring week.
sec 3 life in dunman high integrated programme thingy is killing me.
i mean, seriously.
more and more white hairssssss are coming out noooooooooo!

end of school week's suppose to be relaxing.
but it isnt for me.

nationals juniors isnt over yet ):
and there's 100m semis tml.
and finals tml too ( if i get in)
and then there's still that 200m finals.
cry shiying, cry.

checked my starts list and tml i'm gonna be in lane 7, sandwiched btw alicialtiang and my siaolang amandaleeee :) yeah, both from sports school.
which is scareyy =S

hmm i';m not gonna think so much lur, just try my best to finish my race :)
then take a good rest, caz i seriously need one.






shin fracture's back;
left knee joint injured.
i'm just trying whatever i can.

a little glamour goes a long way;
9:40 PM;

omg couldnt move at training today.
the internal power training causes my arms to ache and my shin pain's back!
=S

nvm, tml's the last training.
after i'm done with sat and sunday's race i'm officially free.
and juniors! plss DO NOT come down to gombak this weekend okay :)
it will be soooo embarassing if i lose =/

and!
i love my taggers :) yes; they're so nice =]
huibin! (yes i'll rmb youu)
fellow trackmates; my J.weeee
and my juniors. ( i officially declare sec 1 n 2s of trackteam the best juniors in the whole school)
and my da jie( zomg it sound so cheezy):lalala, i promise i wont die in front of u lur. gd luck for yr orientation tml!

okay physics mugging now.
and my bilingual assignment :( rawwwwwww!





anyway someone made me super duper extremely piss today! hmpf.
i dont like you. /:(

a little glamour goes a long way;
9:06 PM;

hehs.

i'm at home right now while my classmates are having their maths test.
maths test, i hate.

down with headache ): and feeble body.
kinda expected it, its the price u pay for sleeping at 130 everynight mugging.
damm, there's chemistry practical test tml, makeup maths test, and physics test on friday.

i lead a sad life.

oh wait, there's still training later :)

i love daddy!
he allow me to go for training later after persuading him for only like 10 mins.
i always thought he would stop me from gg caz he's afraid i will faint halfway and die =S
and i love my sista toooo.
she's super caring to me last night for the first time(zomg)

but ughh; i'm missing mr simon cave's history lesson!
i want to find out what hitler did to the Jews....!

a little glamour goes a long way;
12:11 PM;

ps/ i love all my juniors =]


ok something additional to ytd's post.

thanks to ophilia for screaming so loudd!
thanks to zile and jordan for their DEATHNOTE BOOK 13!!!! (zomg)
thanks to wenxinn and yuhding for their hershey kisses chocs :)
thanks to my love seewei for the treat to mars bar :)

thanks to dhstrackteam for making the dinner yesterday possible and so much fun!
ILOVEYOUALL

sean's collection of all the dif medals x)

a little glamour goes a long way;
8:05 PM;

a little glamour goes a long way;
1:36 AM;

a little glamour goes a long way;
1:04 AM;

"mommy said if i'm so unhappy because i didnt meet my aims in a race, she will bann me from track."



sch life is lifeless as usual,
i only look forward to the end of the days cuz i'll be running all my stress out.

and i'm rather emotional now cuz i'm writting an essay of thanks and appreciation to someone who make me who i am today.

i wont be blogging much here nowadays, most of my posts will be on my private blog.

a little glamour goes a long way;
10:27 PM;

mr lim talked to me today and he said he doesnt like my attitude of giving up when i dont reach my goals.
he said" who knows somedays u are gonna clock a very good timing?"
and because of this, i'm gonna get back on my feet and start training hard again.
i know i must do well this time round, i cant waste the second chance given to me.

and of course, i must thank yuhding for that encouraging post on his blog.
thanks bro/running mate. you know me sw wx will be helping u in the dilema u are in now.
oh, we just did today HAHAHA (: rofl.

4 schools grand finals are coming.
meanwhile, lets all give our best to mr lim for this last 4 days.....

for we always loved him as he is so kind and smart by nature...
mr lim tiang quee :D

a little glamour goes a long way;
10:13 PM;

hello world, its me again.

i'm still online at this hour, when i'm actually supposed to be sleeping 2 hrs ago.
FYI there's nats juniors 100m tml at 3pm @gombak stadium.

but somehow i cant sleep.

how can i bring myself to when my friend refused to cling on the edge of the cliff and is choosing to plunge to his death even though there's still so much energy left in him? how can i be sleeping peacefully when there's this someone who is so disgusting and annoying and have no life at all trying to destroy the vulnerable him? and i am reffering to you, penofile.get lost, for the last time.i think u are sick in mind.
anyway, here i am, trying my best to help my friend, but i dont have that much strength to do so.but in whatever case, i still hope that he can adsorb at least a few words in and feel better by sunrise tml, and of course, not giving up on himself afterall.

zlahh, i feel like making a long distance call to tioman now, or maybe taking a boat there to get the miracles recovery pills back.





anyway, i'm in lane1 heat 2 for tml's race and lane3 heat 1 for 200m race.
yay :) all are early heats! which relieves the tensionnn.
and sigh la, i dont know why so many ppl arent taking part in this year's nats juniorss :(
its been so long since i've seen a floating running.

and i'm tag 1678!
which is a nice number caz it sounds like 5678, ascending order.

i guess,
injured ppl cant float;
but still, i'm gonna miss all of em.

a little glamour goes a long way;
11:54 PM;

shiying you suck.

you finished the race with bad starts and whats more, you died at the last 50m.
your leg's suppose to move faster but u did the exact opposite.
and congrats, your timing was way out of your aim.

27.6s.

use this timing to go compete in the nationals race and i can see you going nowhere.
not even this ( ) close to the finalist.
to think you even tried to aim for othelli's record for 200m.



godddddddd, i've let mr lim down. he's expecting a 26 plus sec result too.
and nats juniors just 2 days away, i have a feeling i'm really gonna flunk it.
=(
competition feverrrrrrrrrrr.

i rlly dunnno whats with me this few days, i tried to chase and close up the gap btw yuhding and sean they all but somehow my legs just dont move. and i dont know where my courage have gone to, i just dont dare to push my hands off the floor before kicking the starting blocks.


i'm scared. i'm a coward. i dont want to face the better runners out there.


its really not about the position, its about the timing you get.

a little glamour goes a long way;
9:14 PM;