i've read your blog.

i dont know what i can say to salvage the damage and harm done to you.

and i know tt a million sorries would not help at all.

but i just want to tell u tt i never thought tt this would hurt u so much, if i had known earlier i would never had accepted the offer, be it tt i can earn thousands overnight.

but dont worry, we still can funk out everyday during the holidays, and part time during the decembers holidays, after u're back from china. give me a call and i will try my best to be there. i swear.

i seriously didnt know tt tt message had such a great impact on you. and i really regret not telling u earlier.

anyway i just hope tt u would nt be so much affected by this incident, and not be so disappointed and tired of life and stuff. ppl still prefer the cheerful and crappy u.

i guess this post's not gonna be help change the harm i've did to you, but instead it made me remember what i went through when there was this great setback of life, yeah, tt you had been encouraging me and helped me passed this period easily.

thank you, pal. and just to let u know, tt u are more significant and important than any million dollar job or whatsoever.

I'm sorry.