scandalicious;

Sunday, March 26, 2006

results for Sph relays-

4x400m- 6th
4x100m-6th
4x200m- 3RD.

can u imagine? we got third. but we were disqualified. its such close reach to the medal. but we lost it.

ophilia cried.
melissa cried.

many people came to comfort me. but surprisingly, i didnt cry at all.

perhaps...

i've become stronger. i'm no longer the girl who cried in bed after the defeat of last years' 4x100m event. i've realise tt we could learn from each mistakes made. i am no pushover now.

the accident seems to bond our team together. and i'm touched by those who console me and made me feel better. i love DHS trackteam even more. its full of nice people.

i love sean.
i love jian feng.
i love yuhding.
i love kuan liang.
i love see wei.
i love amelia.
i love all pl trackers.

and all who came and support me...

i love being a tracker...=))

a little glamour goes a long way;
11:34 PM;

Sunday, March 19, 2006

i just realise that k box is such a fun place to be in. haha.

sang my hearts out just now.okay. i am feeling much better now i admit.

but..

i'm still fretting over it.

i'm hoping for a miracle to happen...

a little glamour goes a long way;
6:09 PM;

Saturday, March 18, 2006

i'm in a mess.

i feel like crying.

and giving up,

if it can change everything.

the competitor in front is there waiting to be overtaken.

a little glamour goes a long way;
3:02 AM;

Thursday, March 16, 2006

song shu.

china apple.

baboon's backside.

mooncake.

oh. i love all the nickname given to me. hahaha.

a little glamour goes a long way;
11:53 PM;

cross country tml.

GO DUNMAN GO!!

a little glamour goes a long way;
6:44 PM;

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

well, holidays are here..but its just another normal school days to me.

everyday its just trainings, trainings, and more trainings. however, i really love trainings with the pl girls. we did our 4x100m, 4x200m... its sure is tiring.

but we are happy.

a little glamour goes a long way;
11:46 PM;

Thursday, March 09, 2006

Confused. Go vjc? Or stay in dunman high? I am really pondering over these two choices nowadays.

Mom hopes I can transfer school. The holding school is too far away. Thus, I would need to spend much time on traveling alone.I had made up my mind when mr lim advised me again.

Oh no.

This time he really made me re-consider my choice. He said its impossible for the coach there to allow me to go back to train with him. Sigh. I really don’t know what to do. Plus, I found out that there’s really lots of stuff in dunman worth staying for- my juniors and the whole track team.

Well, I may sound fake, but its true. I am really really very happy when we are training together. All the cute juniors, seniors… we sweat together under the sun, we crap together as a whole team and we win competitions with the same glory. And I love all the juniors, who crapped, joked and train hard with us. Playing basketball together. Sprinting together. Time really flies.

but are the happy times coming to an end soon?

a little glamour goes a long way;
10:16 PM;

I feel really sorry for liren today. Imagine someone using your literature book to floss his teeth in class? Well, to me, tt’s really gross and I felt disgusted.

I’m sorry to treat him this way, as in the first place, I always pitied him for being the outcast of our class and bearing with all the insults, all the bullies, and all the sarcastic remarks of those in our class. Well, I admit, I feel sorry for him in the first place whenever my class ‘suan’ him just because of his enthusiasm in responding to the teacher.

Siyun and I feel quite bad when we see our classmates treating him in a most rude way- by pushing him down from the chair and insulting him right in the face. I just don’t understand why he is being treated in this way.

However, I finally understood that LOOKS CAN REALLY BE DECIVING.

My opinion of him began to change after the vandalism of our notice board. How would the committee members feel if they found out that the nice board that they spend so many recesses decorating had been vandalized, and to add on to that,words had been changed into some vulgar sentences. All thanks to him. And he still has the cheek to laugh out loud.

WOW.

How funny. And whenever someone says OMG, why must he shout out the additional ‘F’ word? Why change our class into some uncouth class? And even if you do not have any nice comment, why must you say that other’s comment is stupid and all?

To add on to all that had happened, the worst case is something that happened today. Well, I really felt gross that he actually floss/ clean the food stuck between his teeth with a paper. Okay, not so bad afterall. Its just gross. BUT. How will you feel if tt book isn’t his? He actually floss his teeth using someone else’s book. I was disgusted. You should have seen what he was doing. It’s gross okay. Omg. Then, min jie, san peng and liren came. And liren didn’t know what had happened at first. Until siyun told him what had happened to his poor book-all thanks to J. well, aparantly everyone was disgusted by his actions. So san peng told the story to ms wee.

J was called up to the front to explain to ms wee what had happened. He was scolded and was told to apologise to liren for doing such serious damage to his book. He looked so scared and sincere while apologizing. Thus, I decided to let the matter rest and forget about it.

HOWEVER,

I was provoked when he came to SCOLD siyun. He goes “ what’s the problem with you? Go tell them for what?” aparantly, he is not sincere about apologizing. And now, i see the real character of him and understood why all my classmates is treating him in the most hostile way. I seriously hope that his character would change for the better and could also make days in dunman pass more peacefully… …

I’m sorry. I don’t want to be offensive, but I am just commenting on what I feel...

a little glamour goes a long way;
5:00 PM;

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Whoa. Mr. Siva expressed his sarcasm towards me today during pe. While everyone was surrounding him after our 1 round warm up, he was checking our socks again. All of a sudden, he called me and asks me why I didn’t go for training yesterday. He goes, “shiying, do you know that yesterday only 9 people attended training at bishan? And you are not there too. What for a shop opens for business if the shop owner is not there?” I smiled, with the irrrating ding xuan disturbing me with the comments he has. Everyone in class is staring at me now and I felt so awkward. I thought for a while, then replied him ‘everyone is busy with the telematch.’ Again, he told me that the telematch is not a good reason for them to skip training.

So, I am embarrassed in front of the whole class. Haha. Surprisingly, I am not angry at all, but felt funny instead…-_-''

Mr. lim called me and asked me what happened. I explained everything to him and he laughed. He’s such a nice coach. Anyway, lesson learnt: those who escapes from trainings without a valid reason would end up like me =))

But seriously, I think that Mr. Siva is a nice teacher. Without all his sarcastic remarks, he can really joke and crap stuff with you. X))

a little glamour goes a long way;
10:11 PM;

Saturday, March 04, 2006

I am stressed.

Science.history.maths. how can I cope with so many tests at once?

sigh. help needed. sec 2 lifee' isnt so nice afterall..

a little glamour goes a long way;
11:14 PM;