- break away free. -

2007-08-05T16:26:00.000+08:00

i've sth to announce :)

i'm MOVING!

there wont be anymore breakawayfree.blogspot.com
instead it'll be..

HTTP://xanga.com/vintage_parade

relink friensds :D

BYE BLOGSPOT.

2007-08-03T23:05:00.000+08:00

on this sexaey night.

i dont feel like doing my chinese compo now, so tried to edit my xanga site, but
ITS PISSING ME OFF!
i'm badddd with xanga's html.
i need help, seriously.

there's compulsory school visit to temples tml. shiz.
and i have the whole afternoon free, probably baybeat at night.
kinda lifeless?

yay my JESSICALEE, susu. is helping me edit my xanga site now.
mwah for susu.

PP

2007-08-02T20:35:00.000+08:00

secrets unrevealed;

i cry a river for my Higher chinese test;
screw the 3 loooong comprehensionss, the summary writing, and the short 90mins to finish the paper.
shizz man, my chinese is deproving. shall go cheena from tml onwards.

NI HAO MA. NI CHI BAO LE MA. ~~NI QU SI.~~

anyway recently, i fell in LOVE with avril lavign's when you're gone. ITS DAMM NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ~~AND EMOISH~~!

and shiz i feel like going to sing fest but then its too heart wrenching to take $150 bucks out for tt :( oh well lets kust catch National Day Parade '07 @ marinabay !LIVE at home. FOC.

ms koh asks me to be student councilor =S

i was born into this world with my stories;

2007-07-30T22:32:00.000+08:00

shiz man, i just realise my blog is so dead and unnice to read alr;
sorry peeps//

i feel sooooper guilty now caz i have been slacking for the whole afternoon and night for today. maths test today was #$&&&%$$##@!!~!#% disaster i guess, but for the first time, i just laugh it off and forget abt it,though knowing i wont do well.. but heck, its over alr right, whats there to emo for.
TSY shall be optimistic from now on and no more emoing :)
and i'm no emo kid la seranyeo >:( i do laugh at yr stupid lame jokes okayy!;

anyway i'm a teenage now caz i just made my i/c today yay :D

and i decided to sleep at 11pm today, for the first time this year caz i;m sooooooo tired now.. hey i slept at 3am ytd for maths test okayy/

tml's a boring day, with floorball for PE, with physics lessons, with TRIPLE HIGHER CHINESE. gawdzxzxzx.

anyway,this is seriously useful if u need a laugh; MOMMY.

let my muscles be in work again;

2007-07-26T21:26:00.000+08:00

oh my preety pretty ladies;

FINALLY;
IDMI's over.

have only been catching like 4 hrs of sleep daily caz of ppt presentations and all;
which explains why seran influenced me tt easily to catch an afternoon nap/
my first nap..

anyway YAYNESS caz i'll be catching the NDP '07 preview on saturday with my lovely cousinsss ruiyang.ruiliang.shiyun :) kids's dayout.
oh and sis will be down at the floating stage dancing 0.0 zomg.

o,
and mommy asked if i regreted choosing to study in dunmanhigh.

i said yes.

2007-07-25T21:07:00.000+08:00

hey all,
sorry for my lack of posts caz i find no more fun in blogging anymore.

okay corrections, find no fun in BLOGGER anymore.
currently working on my xanga site, and will be moving soon i hope yay :)

anyway whats keeping me busy is IDMI, which i thought is boring and stressing
so how very stressing.
rawr.

anyway today is a happy happy day :)
caz i finally went back with my fellow gossipers after like 93873473526748 days.
uh huh i miss them LOTSSSSSS, and the days happily gossiping together after trainings..
but then, face the facts, these happy moments arent coming tt soon again...
but still,love you guys lots fellow gossipers.

okay i have to rush out on IDMI again. angryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

a dead soul inside without track in her life.

2007-07-18T23:58:00.000+08:00

when things go back into the darkness;

i feel so sad and emo now after reading sean's blog.
i didnt know he's so vulnerable and sensitive inside.
i never knew.
i dont know whats gg on inside too,
i'm just pretty disappointed and upset by everything tts happening.

unfairness;biasness;unhappy treatments.

i dont deny that i'm uhnhappy
and i want to leave asap.
i feel so cheated time and again;

you can be the champion for all they care because they will just treat u like crap.
you train so hard, put on the school's jersey and made them proud but they gave u nothing.
except an old jersey; while others get sponsored from head to toe.
they are being so fair to you.

2007-07-15T10:01:00.000+08:00

hey all!!
i'm finally at least a bit free so i shall update about my trip to WALA malaysia :)

28th:
assembled at ccab and got our 80 bucks for meals :)
i sat with jessicalee! and the trip there the coach showed us law by law movie by jackneo.

then we checked in to our hotels and my rooms with chingyii <3.
then we went to petalling street for shopping, which was so much funn! caz we get to bargain with the shop owners and i got quite a lot of things from there at low prices like a adidas shirt at $15 only. lights out at 11pm.

29th:
early morning call and light breakfast caz we have our morning training! kinda exciting though caz i'm just gonna train our relay passings with meixian and do some starting blocks.
it was bad caz i didnt do a single good passing with meixian and they stop us from training alr.
then the whole team went to istana and the war memorial ( again) for photo taking and sightseeing lur.

the whole team at the istana.with hannah;with jessicalee and juliana <33 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_CtQF7J4pEUw/RpmQNKpF8zI/AAAAAAAAAko/aJmu9L7AekI/s1600-h/WALA+kuala+lumpur+033.jpg">then we went back hotel to rest, with a little bit of shopping at mid valley megamall at night.

30th- wala competition day 1.
me and silly chingyi woke up earlier to do some strdings along the corridor caz we both have 100m and relay today =O so we both were kinda nervous for the day ahead.
then time drew near and we went to the bukit jail training track for the competiton day.

and they have these seats for competitors to sit down on before each run.

the hot aussie guy and his long jump. :OOOOO

and then i was so nervous that i didnt talk to anyone at all since i started warming up. and i just did my own workouts like stridings sideruns and startings then went to reports for my race.
its so scary caz all the other competitors were all taller than me and they look so strong.
and then it was my race.

and we're supposed to sit on this chair after we're done with our starting blocks and thats when i got really really scared alr.

and then my not so good starts lur.
the others were really really fast and i was forced to pace up with the aussie girl in lane 4 so in the end i hit my PB of 13.1 secs :))))))) was 6th though =/ the first girl hit 12.5 secs. -.-''

and then it was our relay and it was quite worrying caz me and meixian did not did a good passing before and the whole team didnt even did a full run before =S
but then surprisingly meixian's passing to me tt day was so good and smooth and we got 3rd in the end with 51secs. =D

juliana.fiona.meixian.shiying.

girls U14- 2nd
Boys U14- 1st (new championship record.)

Girls U15-3rd.Boys U15- 3rd.

it was a great day caz team singapore broke 2 records today. and i finally, finally finished all my events :)

so we had our deserving dinner and pizzas there were really so cheap!

jessicalee <3! onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_CtQF7J4pEUw/Rpmep6pF9HI/AAAAAAAAAnI/5ACFDFk77bw/s1600-h/WALA+kuala+lumpur+107.jpg">like the lamp and under the water boiler etc tsktsk. x)

and me and ching's medal and number tag.

iloveyou TANCHINGYI!

okay shall upload the part 2 of wala lateron caz there's like 30 plus pics coming up =/

2007-07-12T21:25:00.000+08:00

my ~~oldie~~ sweet 15 (:

i really enjoyed this year's birthday, thanks to all lovelys who celebrated it with me :)
thank you:
mrlim.
coachremy.amandalee.rafiuddin.
seran.melissawu.jessicalee.juliana.liangtiong.jessicatan.hanyu.chingyi.
yanling.huibin.pamela.vanessa.keni.seewei.wenxin.jiayi.sharon.sheryl.wenning.dawei.sean.
samaong.caryn.sarah.riane.alvina.wanleng.hilary.mrfoo.
chris.simin.ameliatang.paulbestie.gerald.gary.
ruiyang.shiyun.ruiliang.shirui.kaiping.
magdalene.heather.nicole.celynn.lili. and the whole chij katong trackteam.

and the others who i left out,
THANKYOU ALL LOVELYS.

<3 style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"> turquoise havaianas.
<3 ameliatang for the runner earing and sweets!
<3 magdalene and jayne for the flowers earings and the sooo pretty card
<3 heather and nicole for the photoframe
<3 majorie for the retro hardcover notebook and cross stitched card :)
<3 paulbestie for my shirt
<3 yanling for my havent chosed yet present!
<3 coachremy for his spray =S

its great to be fifteen;

2007-07-12T20:50:00.000+08:00

getting a left helmstring pull is my best birthday gift ever.

YO GIRL;
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY.

2007-07-12T18:01:00.000+08:00

nats is overrrr for me;

this year's nats really didnt pass smoothly, and i screw up BOTH of my events.
i guess my real tired legs need a deserve rest.
and lesson learnt?

dont overtrain i guess...

yeah, i pulled my left helmstring at the last 5m during my 200m semis, and it really hurt A LOT... and right now, coach remy says i'm not allowed to train or run for at least 6 weeks.
six-long-weeks.
rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

not running for 6 weeks? 1 month 2 weeks?
ohno.

actually i really feel kinda depressed this nationals caz i'm really off formed by a lot and my timings were really off records and i never ran this slow before so it was really a great shock and disappointment to me.
but guess i'm alright now, caz like what many ppl told me,

" lost this season, be back the next."

i'm gonna have a good comeaback next season.
yes i'm sure.

2007-07-11T21:34:00.000+08:00

be back next season;

wala 100m U15; lane 5.

so coach remy came to talk to me today, and erm, yeah i understand that my form for this season is totally gone caz of my helmstring strain...

but like what he say...

i will be back next season;
faster, tougher, stronger.
and omg, the ssp physio session for my helmstring was soooooooo good lur ;) hehs.

cheerup shiying, tml's yr birthday.

wish me luck.
i hope everything for tml will turn out well.

2007-07-10T20:33:00.000+08:00

at least time helped me to recover slowly;

i'm really like stressed out these few days.
there's like so many damm tests coming up and moreandmoreandmore assignments piling up;
i will be having 3 tests on friday if i miss lessons tml and on thurs.
oh, i have my 200m heats tml

and hopefully, hopefully, if i qualify for semis it will be on thursday.
wish me luck for 200m tml, ~~caz all my confidence's gone after what happened to my 100m.~~

i hope i can at least make it to the finals, ~~not a too ambitious aim i hope.~~
okay lets rest early.

PS./ 12JULY IS COMING. -ihope this yr's bday is gonna be a bigbig surprise for me.

caz you're the biggest letdown;
i know, self pitying isnt gonna change anything, you lost your race, thats tt. ironic, i've always been telling ppl to cheerup, when i'm still pretty emo deep inside. i cant, and i think never will accept all that has happened, my great failure, my great disappointment to all. friends.coaches.supporters.
why am i sucha letdown. why is the world so unfair. day after day i've been training so hard, so hard, just for this nationals, and yet, i lost it all. in just a single race. and what hurts the most, is when u know that all your endless hardwork had been wasted.
youtrainfornothing. yourhardworkiscrap.
my great setback; the worst nightmare.

2007-07-06T22:45:00.000+08:00

i'm out of finals for 100m this year.

there;
i've said it.
8 words that took so much courage and time for me to accept it.

my great failure.

dont tell me its okay, caz its not.
all these days, i trained twice a day daily for it.
and there;
i lost it all in less than half a minute.
irony.

mr lim said i was too tired from wala, and so i mis-performed like many athletes did.
i hoped it was.
its just really scary to know that u are actually deproving.

i think i suck.
a great letdown.
caz i still cant belief that i;m actually this lousy for nats.
and it hurts a lot
when u realise that u had actually trained so hard for it and still dont get it while the others just got it ,

so easily.

but still thanks to melissa my tallie lovely, seran, mr foo, jessica, sipei, dorcas,caryn.
i love u guys manymany.

2007-07-02T22:07:00.000+08:00

i'm back ):
and i dont want to.

i miss WALA so much; its really really fun there.
i miss melissa sipei chingyi wuileng jessica clara juilana and the whole team.

i miss the fun we had.

2007-06-26T21:33:00.000+08:00

so there's wala meeting at sports school today and i was lateee!
so kinda missed out on a lot of things >:(
so today's just the pre-departure meeting and attire distributions :)))))

so they gave us, woah, a lot of shirts;
2 tracksuits (1 for opening ceremony, 1 for closing ceremony) 2 dryfit tees( for warmups), 1 polo tee( for travelling), 2 competition vests, and a bag. and money for meals!
howcool.

and we're leaving for KL this thursday 28th june, and back only 2nd july.
yay, its gonna be so much fun lovessss!

a competition is nt of beating other ppl, it is of beating urself; - gerald''

2007-06-24T17:17:00.000+08:00

a picture is enough;

dreads.
school again tml.
life's gonna be hell again with all the studyings and projects and tests.
shrugs, isnt that the standard life of us, singaporeans.
and dont ask me about the hws and projects.
dont-even-ask.

looking at the bright side, at least i can get to see channn and woosieee and wxxx and yddd and my track juniors :) which is sth real worth looking forward to;

and ughhhhhhhh! nats is coming soon :(

and i'm so not sure if there's wala meeting at sports school tml or not.
oh no, screwed ):

byeholiday, hello~~school.~~ nightmare.

2007-06-19T21:20:00.000+08:00

my sooooza smile;

tt funny sean teo just told me " TANSHIYING I'M IN THE SAME HEATS AS SHAHRIR FOR 100M!"

hahahaha, damm funny.
seems like we're on the same boat.
oh caz shahrir is every year's 100m champion you see.

anyways just went to chanyanling! house to do level camp project. and lotsa girl talk session, of course. :))

mugging session now. :(

i dont want to race.
i dont want to see myself deproving.
i dont like to face the facts.

2007-06-19T13:27:00.000+08:00

i'm losing all my senses and fear is really taking over me.

the programme list for nationals is out;
and what i'm fearing is taking place.

balpreet is in my 100m heats. she's doing a frigging 12.3 secs.
to top it all.
samantha raebun and tyanne choo is in my heat too.

all finalist of past years nationals school championships.
tell me,
how can i not be scared.

only top 3 are allowed to get into semi finals.
my position is seriously being threatened now.
i'm really scared.

tag 265 you really need to run well.

2007-06-18T21:52:00.000+08:00

i screw up training today :(
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i cant control my legs again.
mag's improving so fast that i'm so ashamed of myself when i see how she uses her body strength to push herself forward.
she's only a p5 kid, a record-holder-to-be.

i really need to start training harder.

2007-06-17T21:38:00.000+08:00

AKIRA/SWIFT trackandfield CHAMPIONSHIP

it happened all over again.
bad starts? bad ending?
bad race.

100m today is badddddd.
i was so scared caz i woke up and realise that the swollen parts of my thighs were hurting a lot and i started to limp a bit.
i know today's race's gonna be bad caz my muscle ache from friday's weight training haven recover yet.
and then there's the weather problem. raining, cold, weather.

event delayed and i felt super restless caz i tried to stride but then my aching muscles just couldnt take it, anymore.
then coach remy came by and asked me to apply counterpain.
and haha, i apply tons of it and i felt as if i was on fire, really.

in the end i still screw up my whole race pretty much caz i'm not focused at all.
jerked up for starts.
struggled, again, for finishing.
bad timing.

there was only 8 of us so it was straight finals and i got a lousy 3rd.
but then congrats to meixian and amanderrrrrrrr who got 1st and 2nd :)

thanks to coaches who cared,
i'm not tt sad, really.
and yep i know, ~~trainhard~~ trainHARDER.

2007-06-16T21:09:00.000+08:00

i never cried so hard over a guy before.

nahhhhhh cheat you.
its dad.
so i got a bigggggggg bruise on both my legs from a bad fall today, embarassing i know, and its really swollen like elephant's leg :( so daddy's tryig to save me and he's, OMG, forcing WAY TOO MUCH pressure on it and i'm crying like some 2 yr olds.

it hurt a lot.

okay, stop blogging nowww caz i'm having competition tml.
HA! surprised rightttt.
its AKIRA/SWIFT championship and i have no single idea tt i'm running too until like today.
last minute thing.
mr lim just mentioned tt he wants me to take part like just now .

goshh i'm kinda scared caz i'm rlly not in the competition mood yet but then i just hope to run a good timing.
so there's 100m tml.
wish me luck pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

i need it.

2007-06-15T20:26:00.000+08:00

finally time for a decent update :)
so basically this week just been training and trainingxzxzx as usual, but it was a real fun week.
what can i say/ 2 more weeks to nats. O.O
besides, training's been real fun with these lovelys :))

jannah mag's super camera shy.. unlike..

JONATHAN HO.gosh he's damm cute i know =/
and plus he's a great poserrr

lets stop he's irritated =S

candids x)
ineedtotrainharder, i know.

2007-06-11T22:05:00.000+08:00

wassup with the adidas inside joke! >:(

sis is retarded. she admire celeste.

shirui says:
at leat she know how to dress up
shirui says:
she wear forever 21 top

fabulousness; says:
so whatt
fabulousness; says:
i can wear that too and it means that i'm so damm chio la

shirui says:
she go clubbing lei . i stil haven go sia . i lost her
shirui says:
lololo
shirui says:
hahahah

fabulousness; says: lalalal
fabulousness; says: i buy wine for u to club at home (:

shirui says:
lame dao

fabulousness; says:
club with me la, better than clubbing with those guys
fabulousness; says: i'm so much hotter,

shirui says: celetse hotter

zzz. talking bout celestechen, i think its kinda ridiculous to let her be on the sunday times cover of LIFE! and anyway,she's really xubin (campus superstarxzx) girlfriend. ahh whatever.

anyway i'm super happy today caz my gossipers are finally back from perth and i finally like told them all the scandalous stuffs that happened ;)
now i feel damm freeeeeeee inside.
and dammit hanyuhding is a big time gossip king man.
yeps, we're still like gossiping behind ppl back like RIGHT NOW. hoho.

its really great to see them again.
i really need friends like this.
cheers to you, dude and dudettes.

2007-06-11T11:22:00.000+08:00

yay,
my gossipers are back. stupid australia steal them from me.

i've got so much scandalous stuffs to tell.

Grins.

2007-06-10T23:54:00.000+08:00

hey wenxin, aussie guys ARE SO DAMM BLOODY HOT. i'm so jealous.

nehneh its ok, i will meet some in KL hehheh. :))

shit, i'm becoming so dark,
i cant see myself in the dark. (chey, like anyone else could zzz.)

whereyou'vegonethissummer?

2007-06-09T12:31:00.000+08:00

the morning sun melted me.

friendster's damm screwed up.
so shall blog a little before leaving for more training again.
grr i'm damm tired now. but still........................i have to know nats is coming like soon.

anyway i realise that i'm dropping tons of hair everyday, okay not tons, but seriously, A LOT. dad says i dont have enough sleep but then i read from the net and they say its due to overstress.
howhowhow.
its really a lot of hair and i was so scared that i even dreamt that i was bald.
and the nightmare happen twice. nojoke.
i dislike competition period.

shit, i just realise wala is in exactly in 19 days.
dammit, i'm so not ready for it.

you dont have to brag about them just to let ppl ~~know~~ think tt u're popular.
you're the biggest loser by mentioning them over and over again. stopit.

2007-06-08T23:25:00.000+08:00

i hate friggings extras.

2007-06-07T21:38:00.000+08:00

i can hear the click sound of the starting blocks every now and then;

HEYWORLD.
i have my left thumb twisted from the many many starts that i did ytd and today and so welcomeback my lovely fingerguard :)

and its the 7thofJune.
the birthday of tanshirui.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY YOU OLDIEEE!
i'll be here for you like everyday caz i'm just nearby in the next room. stop all the emoing caz u have a super nice sister here!

okay shall stop now, my favourite detective show is on like right now on channel U!
gosh this show is a must watchhhhhh!

enjoy whats going to happen to your life today, tml, everyday.
itsyouiadmire.

2007-06-05T21:02:00.000+08:00

okay.
i'm like real tired and aching all over right now but then still decided to come blog abit.
training was kinda fun, but then i just think tt i was ~~kinda~~ super disappointing to coach remy caz i cant frigging chase up with dennis caz he's just too fast.
or is it tt i just love to give up halfway before even trying to chase.

i guess its the latter.

ihavetotrainonmydeterminationlevel. its simply too low.

but then again full relay run was fun with the only 80m run and the teeny 7 steps passing.
i miss 4x100 relays. why is there no team DHS?!

and i miss my trackers.
SHARON SHERYL WOOSIE, they're super nice to tell me they misses me, bhb i know.
but then
hey, iMISSYOUGUYS TOO!
and all of you better not be slacking caz u never know when i will be back to spy on u guys again. hehheh ;)
seeyour soooooon :) i hope.

2007-06-03T13:57:00.000+08:00

hey, i'm quite in a horrible bad mood now.
you know, after reading stuffs from the net.

sometimes, i'm caught in such a situation that i feel really bad myself and i try my best not to let my friends feel angry or get affected by it but i just fail.
not my fault you know. i'm already trying

i'm already trying!

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
tell me the world's unfair.

and idmi's grouping's out
and like wt*.
i dont know who did the stupid groupings.
3b's divided into the imba grp and a lousy grp.

isnt it obv.
i belong to the lousy grp, which explains why i'm doubly mad NOW.

i feel like as if i can eat a ~~whole cow by myself now.~~ no, a whole whale.

pftttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.

i feel like shouting out the four letter F word now.
FOOD.

sigh sigh sigh.
where are my gossipers? in narrogin you fool.
where's chanyanling! back at home. on cruise. bballing. i dont know!
where is woosie! i miss you.
i need a listening ear like right now. screwed up life. bad class. bad ppl behind you.

2007-06-02T12:32:00.000+08:00

this post's for my loyal reader and my best friend.

CHUASIMIN I ♥ YOU!

you're the best wacker i know loveeeeeeeeeeeee!

2007-05-31T21:28:00.000+08:00

i walk like a donald duck.
..........................................................................................................................................................................

howhowhow.
my back's still aching pretty much and there's training tml, after i manage to skip the one on wednesday. hoohoo. dad's been applying tons of oil for me but it doesnt work at all caz muscles from all over are aching!
--which includes my butt muscles.

today's vesak day, so its a no training day. was hoping to pass this day with a day out at the movies but then its family day and i spent the day playing majiong at home.
spiderman 3. shrek 3. pirrates of the carribean.
grrrrrr... so much movies to watch but so little time.
and to make it worse, sis is having her exams now so she cant go out with me either.

~~i'm bored~~
and i'm looking forward to tml's training yayyayyay.

daddy says my hair looks ugly.
i need a haircut badly.

&&&
BON VOYAGE to yd wx and those leaving for narrogin tonight :)

2007-05-31T16:26:00.000+08:00

i'm bitching with RUIYANG now on msn.
he's damm cool la i tell you.
lovess cousinn!

2007-05-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

grrrr coach remy is so damm strong.
he makes my back and arms go cracking non stop.
and he twisted my whole body to the back just to relax my waist muscles!
its damm painful i swear.

and somehow the cool down stretching session makes me feel like a dancer once again. you know the force splits and all.
never have a strong coach around you.

but then again.
weights training is real fun :)

2007-05-29T22:47:00.000+08:00

i dislike ppl who always try to act like a coach and tell ppl what to do on the track.
it irritates the pl runners a lot if you dont realise.

i dislike ppl who always wear bright coloured shirts for that few extra moment of attention from ppl.

i dislike ppl who thinks he's oh-so-pro when he isn't at all.

i dislike childish grownups who is always trying to get revenge or whatever they call it.

2007-05-28T22:56:00.000+08:00

finding breathing air between cramped up spaces.
tu amor, lovely.

HEYYO :)

so june holidays has officially arrived and there's so much things to be done grrrr.

homeworks.projects.movies.shoppingspreesssss. training.

i'm kinda looking forward to shrek3.pirrates of the carribean. spiderman 3.
there's a lot more but oh well, financial constrictions.
and i rlly wanted to shoptillidrop. this season. (hey its the singapore sales period people!)
and oh yeah i need a haircut, like seriously. but i just cant seem to find a haircutter whom i can thrust. BOO. oh well, storm maybe? woosie's gg there so shall see how her hair turn out then yay =D

but then again, i have no time for all these at all lur, trainings on montueswedthursfrisat. 9 timesperweek. i'm having free sundays but then they're reserved for grandmama. :)
mom says i'm siao for training everyday but then hey, wala is only like 30 days away and nationals is 35 days away.
SCARREAY.
and sth i dread.

and i'm having weights training tml at ssp with the guys and guess i'm gonna embarass myself pretty much caz its gonna be tough training and i'm rlly not sure if i can make it through even half the training or not.
shall remain optimistic.
and its no surprise if u guys see me like this after the holidays.

mommy says my figure is uglaey.

2007-05-25T22:50:00.000+08:00

holidays are no difference.

yo yo yo.
school today's so slack :) and dear mr lim did not nag on physics anymore applause! instead he showed us some animals and insects documentaries for his 2 period lessons.
for spring cleaning... i did nothing though.
and results. dont mention it. gpa calculation is so crappy.
and yes i know that 3B is one of the level's worst class so whatttttt. i dont care tt much anymore and i dont mind being labelled as a lousy student either, teachers think tt we're bad and rebellious so be it. triple science classes smarties are forever bettter than double science bengs. so be it. no point getting angry over it;;

interclass officially ended today, and 3B guys got 3rd for soccer so congrats to you guys your played well esp junjie(zomg) and ong. and cheerup qianye!!! you played well alr and there's no point blaming yrself again. you go girl!
and carrying a big box of books home on the mrt train sure is unglammmmm :(

there's training tml, and mr lim asked me to help him to coach compassvale primary tml morning caz e's like gonna be sick again; and then it was like shit i cant, cazi'm working tml.
i'm so sorry. i dont think i'm gonna work anymore after tml and train everyday until nationals and wala is over i promised.
sigh, get well soon.. :)

sis is super retard today.
so we were watching this cadbury chocolate advertisment and it shows the characters eating the cadbury.
so she said," dont you think its funny? chocolates eating chocolates."

i feel like shopping so much suddenly so anyone??
gahh where is my bimbo partner chanyanling!

trackandstudies is everything.

2007-05-24T23:23:00.000+08:00

wednesdayyyyyyyyyy!

2 periods free of chineseday.

and left school early for wala meeting at hwa chong institution.
HCI's super big, its like a parliament hse. =S and its 27 times the size of our mount sinai campus.

so the meeting started and its a much smaller team as compared to last year boo;
and there's not so much familiar faces too.
everyone's in cliques like the st nicks clique the sports sch clique the hwa chong clique.
and so i was the only one in the dunman clique.

so its just some general briefing and filling in of particulars..
and this year's wala's gonna be so much more fun caz its gonna be in KL malaysia! last year's in singapore so, much for the excitement.
so we're leaving on the 28th June and back on 2nd July, where nationals is starting on the 4th. gahhhhh!stress stress. >:(
we're going there in 2 buses though, i thought its gonna be budget airline or sth :(
and our hotels are just located right beside the MIDVALLEY MEGAMALL can u belief it!!!!!!! there's so much things there and i did not get a lot of stuffs during level camp tt time.
so................... hmm.

excited excited.

and i'm taking 100m indiv and 4x100m relay.
stressful but just for the fun of it la :)

and right after the meeting we had a last minute training with my relay team at hwa chong's track.
my team consits of priyah fiona meixian and me, in order, and our passings are not so bad except tt its quite scary caz meixian's damm fast.

next relay training at sports school :)
~~train hard~~
train harder.

2007-05-24T21:03:00.000+08:00

do i look like i'm interested in kim jong il?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sch today's tough.
sleeping at 3am can kill esp when the day's lessons are all borrrrrrrring!
its the last day of sch tml, like finally.
shall blog more then, i have to pia kim jong il essay like now grrrrrrrr........

and @@#$%^(())__(*&^^%$#@@!
mom just told me that my 5 sports bra which she hang outside are all stolen!!!
stupid pasir ris pervert.......

2007-05-21T22:07:00.001+08:00

so hey.
only 4 more days to holidays.
or maybe,
serious daily training days;

i;m staying in singapore for this whole holiday caz i have to be training daily.
nats is comminggg, i hate. i'm so not ready pls. tell me how to improve like 2 secs in 30 days.
so tt i can catch up with fiona in 200m.

anyway dunman isnt nice to us even though this's the last week of school. there's 2 presentations coming up and a chemistry test too. plus tons and tons of hwssssssssssss.

but i'm still looking forward to wednesday though :)
leaving school early yes yes yes!

for it aint gonna be true.
after all the months of ignorance.
wake up boy.
you have to walk your own road.

2007-05-20T12:00:00.000+08:00

eds night's performance was nice.
i think drama's better than dance though, but floorshock was hotxzxzxzxzxzx!

and i discovered a lot more gossips and scandalous things happening.......... hmm hmm.

this's pic's dedicated to wenxin. (hey! that's michelle )

the performance was funnaey and nice.
mr ken and sanpeng did a great job.

"whats her problem?- was what he said."
it was a lonely night;
it took her a whole 5 years to get home.

2007-05-19T14:21:00.001+08:00

run all the fats away.

yayness.
i finally had a decent training in like 29484736252552346 days.
oh how i miss running.
and i better be on form by 30 june.
:)

kup from yd blog, i hope he wont be angry. but then seriously i think he looks c**e here. anyway cheer up friend! you're gg narrogin soooon you lucky guy! (:

2007-05-18T23:08:00.000+08:00

okay, i'm tired today.

we lost 3A for interclass basketball
but all of us tried our best alr i think.
and rachel yanling huiyi hanmeng were all awesome on the court :)

and then i went for my SL duties and guess what!
i was the linesman for many of the matches yay yay yay!
but then there's many who complained tt i'm lousy >:(
but whatever okay!
its rare to see a femle line(woman).
and raising the flag is so much fun hehs.

anyway most of the matches's referee was mr siva and he kept giving me the " you-know-how-to-do-it???" kind of look, then would laugh at me.
and he said" you know how to do it a not sherying? you're a girl."
-.- gender discrimination.

and joke of the day.
" whoever laugh at my attire would get a red card straightawayyy!"

nonono, we wont laugh at you. your high socks look so cute on you.
ok sounds wrong.
trackers missed him dont we?

eds night tml :)

2007-05-17T20:23:00.000+08:00

oh, like finally i'm posting :)
anyway, i'm doing the chinese project for level camp, which is, oh-so-boring, so i thought i would drop by blogger for a while.

anyway, haven been training this week again, dont ask me why. and never ever tell me about being on form or not. i know i cant run now. lalala.
anyway its interclass tml, 3B's comfirm losing to 3A, but then just play for the fun of it. then i can go and do my Sports Leader duties yay :)

oh, i sprain my finger, again.

and takecare wenxin! you're not lame lur!!

3B.
loves, woosie woo seewei (:

and chan =D

and getwellsooon mrlim, i need you to help me run again..

2007-05-12T13:46:00.000+08:00

woke up;
its 10.04am.
training starts at 8.30am and ends at 10.30am.
alarm didnt ring at all.

mr lim's angry.

its been a week since i last trained.
tell me about my form.
where it hasgone to.

shiyingyousuck.

2007-05-12T00:58:00.000+08:00

yo.
i'm back from malaysia, like finally,
i missed daddy mommy n shiruii so much, seriously.
and luckily the last minute shopping today at putu jaya (?) was somehow rewarding.
i got my whole family real cool t-shirts at reasonable prices too :))) its a family thing yo;
and i manage to get mr lim a polo tee too.
yayness.

alright post tml, having training right in the morning after like so many days of eating and slacking. and sleeping.
fatty is gonna die on the track tml.

:(

2007-05-07T20:17:00.000+08:00

byebye mommyy!
byebye daddy!
byebye shirui!
byebye lovely bed!
byebye desktop!

i'm off to malaysia tml for 4 days :))
and guess i'll only be blogging on saturday or so.
okayys i got to go pack my luggage nowww caz daddy has been nagging for the past 1 hr.

malaysia/ cameron highlands here i comee =D

hey lovely chann see youu!

2007-05-04T22:39:00.000+08:00

so.

today was a great day.
great great great (:
i mean, its been sometime since i've not been so stressed up. and whats more i get to play like hell with my chann (: (heylovely).
yes, interclass basketball yr 3 girls 07.

you know, i swear i haven touch the ball in ~~95874635368393~~ years. 1and a half years to be exact. i cant ball, but then i have to help my channn yl (: so i played like hell today.
first match against 3L.
was scarreay. i did many fouls( esp to wendy) and wendy got a chance for free shot.
and we lost, caz charlotte and wendy's were real gooood.
** and i'm real sorry wendy, caz i think i reallly played too rough and scratched you quite a lot ): **
yeah, problem of looooooooong fingernails.

then match against 3I, zomg, my chann was on fire man! she's like so on form suddenly and she shot everyball i passed to her in for like 4 times continuously. and catfight happens 0.0 chill, its just the ball-snatching type.
and i'm rlly surprised by huibin :) its my first time seeing her so sporty! and she's good rlly =D
and we won 3I, so we're in to the next round, where we're up against 3A.

die, i know.

but hey, just play for the fun of it lur. then i can go ahead to do my sports leader duty; :)) which seems like a lots of funnnnnn!

dammit.i've got so much to tell chann now.

this is my first time seeing yanling so on fire. hehs.

byebye all, its been a tireed day, and level camp's next week.
itenary doesnt rlly seems fun at all, whats more there're gonna be visits to 4 museums.
but heck, i'm travelling with chan. :))))

i get emotional at the mention of him.
you guys rlly dont understand why i have been so persistance and stubborn at the topic of him,
i dont want to train under new c is not tt i disliked him.
its just that.
i dont want some other ppl to claim credits after he has given me such good foundation of running.
credits and glory are HIS. and his alone.
i tried to bury the hatchet,
but deep inside, i'm screaming like rubbish.
things are getting so messy now and its just that, there's no one for me to tell em how i feel.
right now.

2007-04-30T23:19:00.000+08:00

previews of 200m finals race.
me and meixian (:

CHIONG.

and finished.

2007-04-30T21:53:00.000+08:00

goshhhhh!
my thigh muscles are aching now caz there's training today and i'm so off formed alrrrrrrr ):
but then again, training's super fun lur!
we did bouncing running, kneelift runs, small steps run.. and everyone enjoyed ourselves so much.

and for those who dont know yet,

yes;

today's mr lim's last training with us, Dhs trackteam. He's officially leaving us after today.
reasons?
political shit that we children shouldnt interfere with, so i'm rather glad that he chose this option, ie to leave. caz i know tt at least he's happy (:

but rest assure, i will and comfirm continue to train under him, no matter what obstructions there are in future. to me, i will never call someone else, my coach.
its a special bond between a coach and athletes; its something not everyone can understand.

without mr lim, i would not be someone who i am today.
i would not have made it out so far on the track, i would never have the ability to finish each race beautifully.
he gave me extra free trainings and shoes, and in the end, when i finally reached my goals during the finals, he told me not to share the glory with him, because those glory are mine.
tell me;
how can i not tear.
simple words like thank you isnt enough.

he impacted on all our lives, i'm sure, but today, this very day, all of us just have to accept the fact that he's leaving us, leaving the team.

well;
separation is just part and parcel of life isnt it.
maybe all of us shuld really be grown ups and accept this fact quietly.

so like what we've all said in our speech;
we wish you all the best coach lim, come what may.
and i promised i'm gonna train doubly hard in the coming few months, and i promise to perform even better during Nationals; i cant let him down anymore.

.........................................................................................................................................................................

anyway magdalene's dad video-ed my nats juniors 200m finals race and i just watched it.
slow.
slow.
slow.

the video also recorded mr lim's nervous voice saying " go, go now" at the last 100m. i picked up speed;
then i was 3rd/4th.
but somehow at the last 50m, i died totally, and alicia n meixian overtook me so i got like 5th in the end.

you know, i feel super guilty now.
mr lim was expecting a 3rd.
but i gave him a 5th.
i'm sorry.

i promise i wont let history repeats itself in nationals.

bye mr lim. you know dhs trackteam will always be here for you (:

.........................................................................................................................................................................

2007-04-29T18:40:00.000+08:00

wth.

you, you think i dao your msges ON PURPOSES?!
fyi, i didnt reply to your msges due to real and logical reasons; my sim card wasnt with me. so i didnt reply.
and you claim tt i'm self-centred.
and you think i didnt or am not planning what i'm doing tml?
this is his last training with us and u think i dont care at all?

then fine.

you dont know how the feeling of being malign feels do you.

2007-04-29T11:52:00.000+08:00

so recount of what happen during my trip to make passport ytd.

take new passport size photo;
queue.

take queue number to APPLY for new passport;
queue.

take done passport;
queue.

want to take escalator down to get out of the suffocating place;
queue.

toilet;
QUEUE!

2007-04-27T23:49:00.000+08:00

i have to go make my freaking passport tml and so i cant go for tml's morning training AGAIN.

oh well, lets count.
if i miss tml's training, i will be missing training for 4 days straight, which is the crucial time for an athlete to be out of form.

then there's this 4 days level camp thing oversea coming up.

so conclusion,
i'll be going slower and slower from now on.

fullstop. dammit.

2007-04-27T22:46:00.000+08:00

dunman high speech day 07' today.

we're to report @ 145pm.
and guess what.
the ceremony only started at 3.40pm.
and what we did during the 2 free hr in between was-----------> stone.

seriously, i kept staring at the 诚信勇忠 posters.

then i got super sick of the posters so i decided to start a sms chat gg with mommy, whose sleeping at home instead of being there to support me.

sy: mommy the thing ending at 6.
mom: why s o long.
sy: thing starting at 340. then after tt still got concert la -.-
mom: u enjoying alone? so poor thing u.
sy: yah. i staring at the wall. help me.
mom: aiyah, take alr then run away.
sy: cannot -.- teacher guarding the door.
mom: aiyah u run so fast.
sy: cannot la. i hungry now, later buy me bread.
mom: why eat bread. eat rice. bread no good.

lol, didnt know mom speaks likethat.

and some interesting facts;
-Mr tan(tuigee) has served dhs for a whole of 40 years
and he's like retiring on 29april, so there should be a ceremony going on on monday for him after flag raising.
and ironically, on this very day, it will be our last training session with dear coach lim.

okay, i dont wish to go on anymore.

so again, due to speech day thing, i didnt go training and i'm feeling damm guilty now.

2007-04-26T22:07:00.000+08:00

i'm sick of tests and projects.
i mean, who isnt right.

speech day's tml, have to report in school by 1.45 so obv i cant go out shopping. i'm desperate for one. haven been out to town since forever, and the last time i've been to the cinema to watch a movie is like ~~29585635378344~~ days ago.
i missed out on mr beans holiday, law by law, the norbit.
i wanna watch! i wanna watchhhhh!!!

and level camp's coming, so all the more i should be gg out with my channn yl!! :) we can be bimbos together. =S

its been a tiring week with all the stressful tests and projects and everything and sometimes i wished i wasnt in dunman high. slept for only 4 4hrs everyday which results in uglaeyy dark circlessss under my eye bags :0. but luckily mr lim made this week light training week and asked me to finished all my undone hw. but somehow, i still dont have enough time :(

anyway here are the good news and bad news of upcoming weeks :

bad :((((((((((

-80% chances of failing physics test
-chinese 实况追击 project nt yet presented
-history MAO presentation nt finished
-whole class passed maths test but bet my results will be borderline pass
- HAVE TO REDO ORALTORICAL SHITT PRESENTATION
- yr 3 interclass football thing not finished yet
-byebye coach lim

GOOD :)))))))))))
*no more test next week
*level camp @ malaysia in 2 weeks time

my life's super screwed >.<

but still, cheerup no matter how screwed up your life is ;)

i haven been training lots of late and i'm feeling itchy all over.
gosh, i'm addicted.

2007-04-24T22:41:00.000+08:00

SY IS KILLED BY TESTS AND PROJECTS.

wont be blogging for long

.

2007-04-22T18:54:00.000+08:00

i feel super relieved now :)

what else?
caz nats juniors is like FINALLY over. ;D
its been 3 looooooooong weeks since i've had a good rest.
the past 3 weeks's all about training and training everyday except for sundays.

so today's 200m finals and the weather's like real HOT. even the crouch start position burned my fingers and blistered em :(

went to bed @ 11 ytd night and i kept thinking about lotsa stuffs la, like the race today and what went wrong with 100m so in the end i couldnt fall asleep until 1am.
which explains why i'm like super drowsy before the race. i felt tt both my legs are weak.

amalina's still injured (get well soon!) and surprisingly, amandalee told me tt joanna( 100m gold medalist) is withdrawing from the race caz she injured herself during warmup.
so in the end 200m U17 race isnt interesting anymore caz all the fast peeps are nt running.

i'm in LANE 8 today!the biggest curve hmm.
first 100m was good, but i haven even finished my curve and i could see fiona in front alr. (zomg)
then slowly meixian caughtup and i decided to, hmm okay, maintain the same pace as her.
but sadly, my left shin gave way at the last 50m.
and i stumble when i wanted to sprint,( i have the energy to) so i decided to slow down instead caz the acute shin pain is really unbearable.

how wasted.
from 3rd-4th to like
5th again.

and the only thing i could think of was- sorry mr lim and teammates.

BUT ANYWAY
i'm still damm high now caz everything's finally finally over and i dont have to be nervous and all alr!
and although i didnt do well for both my events i felt happy caz at least i got into finals and running's been sth tt i love so no harm losing to those really really fast ones. x) plus all the other runners have real sportsmanship and i think tts sth for me to learn from.

right now, just train harder for nationals :D

you know, sometimes i really think i have awesome juniors, wening sharon jiayi jolynn sean alyson sheryl suqin, they're the ones encouraging me through all these races. hey all , thanks so much :) you guys really touched my life and i mean it ;) all of you have been a motivation for me to push myself during each scareyy race.
ILOVEYOUALL N DHSTRACK :)

2007-04-21T21:31:00.000+08:00

100m down, only one more 200m to go :)

just got back from gombak stadium, and yeppppp! finished 100m semis and finals.
i got into finals.

i screwed up my semis. was affected by the false start before my race. so i slipped at my start and was like one of the last few in my semis.
so obv i thought i wouldnt get into semis and wanted to go change and head home when they announce the results.
it was super nervous lur! caz my name was the last to be announced and they paused for so long before my name.

then it was finals and it rained :(

but then finals still went on after the rain stopped and i'm in lane 8. =S
starts wasnt good at all again >.< style="font-style: italic;" size="4"> curve start and almost bang into alicia so i slowed down to get back into track then continued to chase after alicia. managed to close up the gap with her and everyone finished in a line ---------------.

and i got 5th :)
timing wasnt good AT ALL. ( super slow in fact) but then i dont really care for top 3 la.
i have to admit tt jiayuan and joanna are both really fast runners.

okaey thank list =]
-thanks moma for coming down to watch my 100m race
-thanks jolynntan alyson sean peiying caryn for coming to support
-thanks daddy for giving me a free legs and shoulders massage caz they were aching badly
-thanks mr lim :)

and sigh la, there's still 200m tml. i'm so tiredd alr and i mean it.
plus there's 2 freaking chem and maths test next week like WTH RIGHT.
shall chiong 200m tml.

2007-04-20T21:40:00.000+08:00

its been a super tiring week.
sec 3 life in dunman high integrated programme thingy is killing me.
i mean, seriously.
more and more white hairssssss are coming out noooooooooo!

end of school week's suppose to be relaxing.
but it isnt for me.

nationals juniors isnt over yet ):
and there's 100m semis tml.
and finals tml too ( if i get in)
and then there's still that 200m finals.
cry shiying, cry.

checked my starts list and tml i'm gonna be in lane 7, sandwiched btw alicialtiang and my siaolang amandaleeee :) yeah, both from sports school.
which is scareyy =S

hmm i';m not gonna think so much lur, just try my best to finish my race :)
then take a good rest, caz i seriously need one.

shin fracture's back;
left knee joint injured.
i'm just trying whatever i can.

2007-04-18T21:06:00.000+08:00

omg couldnt move at training today.
the internal power training causes my arms to ache and my shin pain's back!
=S

nvm, tml's the last training.
after i'm done with sat and sunday's race i'm officially free.
and juniors! plss DO NOT come down to gombak this weekend okay :)
it will be soooo embarassing if i lose =/

and!
i love my taggers :) yes; they're so nice =]
huibin! (yes i'll rmb youu)
fellow trackmates; my J.weeee
and my juniors. ( i officially declare sec 1 n 2s of trackteam the best juniors in the whole school)
and my da jie( zomg it sound so cheezy):lalala, i promise i wont die in front of u lur. gd luck for yr orientation tml!

okay physics mugging now.
and my bilingual assignment :( rawwwwwww!

anyway someone made me super duper extremely piss today! hmpf.
i dont like you. /:(

2007-04-17T12:11:00.000+08:00

hehs.

i'm at home right now while my classmates are having their maths test.
maths test, i hate.

down with headache ): and feeble body.
kinda expected it, its the price u pay for sleeping at 130 everynight mugging.
damm, there's chemistry practical test tml, makeup maths test, and physics test on friday.

i lead a sad life.

oh wait, there's still training later :)

i love daddy!
he allow me to go for training later after persuading him for only like 10 mins.
i always thought he would stop me from gg caz he's afraid i will faint halfway and die =S
and i love my sista toooo.
she's super caring to me last night for the first time(zomg)

but ughh; i'm missing mr simon cave's history lesson!
i want to find out what hitler did to the Jews....!

2007-04-14T20:05:00.000+08:00

ps/ i love all my juniors =]

ok something additional to ytd's post.

thanks to ophilia for screaming so loudd!
thanks to zile and jordan for their DEATHNOTE BOOK 13!!!! (zomg)
thanks to wenxinn and yuhding for their hershey kisses chocs :)
thanks to my love seewei for the treat to mars bar :)

thanks to dhstrackteam for making the dinner yesterday possible and so much fun!
ILOVEYOUALL

sean's collection of all the dif medals x)

2007-04-14T01:36:00.000+08:00

for we will always be a team-

2007-04-14T01:04:00.000+08:00

4 schs combine sports meet grand finals today :)

everything went well;
but hope i can go faster during nats juniors, legs obv still not movning fast enough.
BOO, no emoing in this post promise promise.,

okay anyway nice run to my 4x100m teammates
leeshiying jolynnkhoo ( congrats on yr 4th for 100m!!) TEHWENXIN

and the 4x400m teammates
keni qianjun :) lichang!!
omg i think girl spirit's still as strong and unbreakable.
all the last minute runners were super good :D

anyway will post the specifics happenings of the meet and events tml, this post is just for credits to my friends and teachers, their supports and good luck charms really helped a lot.

Thank you <3
huibin yanlingggggg! amanda kuahh singyi stephanie ONG!
teachers : ms tanbh VP mr fong mdm noorizan mr sivaaaaaaaa mr tay mr tang
my darling members of DHS TRACKANDFIELD esp my love seewei who got sorethroat cuz of all the shoutings. joanne weee!!!

and of course all those not mentioned peeps who floood my inbox like crazaey with all your goood lucksss!
I LOVE YOUALL (:
its a lot of motivation and strength for me.

but the person whom i really wanted to thank badly right now.
is Mr Lim.

" i would not have achieved so much if not for him,
i'm bound to fail if he's not around.
right now, i want to let him have all this glory.
because, it all rightfully belong to him."

we, dhs trackers, fight for him.

2007-04-11T22:27:00.000+08:00

"mommy said if i'm so unhappy because i didnt meet my aims in a race, she will bann me from track."

sch life is lifeless as usual,
i only look forward to the end of the days cuz i'll be running all my stress out.

and i'm rather emotional now cuz i'm writting an essay of thanks and appreciation to someone who make me who i am today.

i wont be blogging much here nowadays, most of my posts will be on my private blog.

2007-04-09T22:13:00.000+08:00

mr lim talked to me today and he said he doesnt like my attitude of giving up when i dont reach my goals.
he said" who knows somedays u are gonna clock a very good timing?"
and because of this, i'm gonna get back on my feet and start training hard again.
i know i must do well this time round, i cant waste the second chance given to me.

and of course, i must thank yuhding for that encouraging post on his blog.
thanks bro/running mate. you know me sw wx will be helping u in the dilema u are in now.
oh, we just did today HAHAHA (: rofl.

4 schools grand finals are coming.
meanwhile, lets all give our best to mr lim for this last 4 days.....

for we always loved him as he is so kind and smart by nature...
mr lim tiang quee :D

2007-04-06T23:54:00.000+08:00

hello world, its me again.

i'm still online at this hour, when i'm actually supposed to be sleeping 2 hrs ago.
FYI there's nats juniors 100m tml at 3pm @gombak stadium.

but somehow i cant sleep.

how can i bring myself to when my friend refused to cling on the edge of the cliff and is choosing to plunge to his death even though there's still so much energy left in him? how can i be sleeping peacefully when there's this someone who is so disgusting and annoying and have no life at all trying to destroy the vulnerable him? and i am reffering to you, penofile.get lost, for the last time.i think u are sick in mind.
anyway, here i am, trying my best to help my friend, but i dont have that much strength to do so.but in whatever case, i still hope that he can adsorb at least a few words in and feel better by sunrise tml, and of course, not giving up on himself afterall.

zlahh, i feel like making a long distance call to tioman now, or maybe taking a boat there to get the miracles recovery pills back.

anyway, i'm in lane1 heat 2 for tml's race and lane3 heat 1 for 200m race.
yay :) all are early heats! which relieves the tensionnn.
and sigh la, i dont know why so many ppl arent taking part in this year's nats juniorss :(
its been so long since i've seen a floating running.

and i'm tag 1678!
which is a nice number caz it sounds like 5678, ascending order.

i guess,
injured ppl cant float;
but still, i'm gonna miss all of em.

2007-04-05T21:14:00.000+08:00

shiying you suck.

you finished the race with bad starts and whats more, you died at the last 50m.
your leg's suppose to move faster but u did the exact opposite.
and congrats, your timing was way out of your aim.

27.6s.

use this timing to go compete in the nationals race and i can see you going nowhere.
not even this ( ) close to the finalist.
to think you even tried to aim for othelli's record for 200m.

godddddddd, i've let mr lim down. he's expecting a 26 plus sec result too.
and nats juniors just 2 days away, i have a feeling i'm really gonna flunk it.
=(
competition feverrrrrrrrrrr.

i rlly dunnno whats with me this few days, i tried to chase and close up the gap btw yuhding and sean they all but somehow my legs just dont move. and i dont know where my courage have gone to, i just dont dare to push my hands off the floor before kicking the starting blocks.

i'm scared. i'm a coward. i dont want to face the better runners out there.

its really not about the position, its about the timing you get.

2007-03-31T20:59:00.000+08:00

pulled myself out of bed to catch that bus 53 to bishan for training.
had the danger of getting run over by a car cuz i was half walking half sleeping,
and i was so tired i totally forget about bringing my mizuno-geo spikes to lend to yuhding.
SORRY MAN.

somehow training today was slack but it was soooo tiring!
had to chase after sean and hanyuhding who were running at the speed of light.
and my stupid shin prevented me from doing high knee running and i cant kick my starting blocks too. ):
cry cry cry.
what if my shin still wont recover when nats juniors meet comee!

OO,
anyway mr lim is super duper funny today. in fact i never see him so high before.
cuz sean had no partner to do striding with so he was there complaining. and mr lim said

" sean, nobody wants you la!"

and the whole group just burst out laughing and i cant stop tearing.
it may nt sound funny here but you know, coaches doesnt speak like that to students.
super funnaey!

then yuhding said he wants to share starting blocks with me and i said NO. then mr lim told him " ta bu yao ni le (she doesnt want you anymore)"
i bet yuhding was crushed cuz mr lim niao him

omg i love mr lim to bits man.
he has got this super high voltaged *winks* that can shock ppl to death.
<3

and i love mdm noorizan toooooooooooooo!
OMG she is like sick in bed now but she still bother to sms me and ask me how i did for my 400m..
so sweeeeet right :)
and no wonder i couldnt find her at the high jump pit right before my race tt day cuz she was running a high fever.
get well soon! i'll prayy for you and rmb to help you keep your secret! ^^

basically, i just love track

this much.

2007-03-30T20:36:00.000+08:00

:)

yay 400m is over.
can save all the nervous and anxiety feelings.
i was so nervous and scared in school today tt i think my heart is beating at about 300 times per minute. =/ i always supported the idea of a no school day during competition seasons.

attended only a few lessons today, maths. LA. half period of physics. and mr jeremy lim doesnt allow me to leave cuz i didnt finish my class assignment >.< so in the end had to copy some answer from zile's script. damm i feel super guilty. 诚信勇忠 is missing from my dictionary。

went to tampines stadium with mr lim.
somehow had more confidence from that cup of greenapple+orange juice!
and those words of wisdom.

went to warm up with qian jun 1 hr before the actual race and i felt super restless with cramped up legs. but i wasnt nervous at all by then, in fact i got a little highhhhhhhh! then it began to rain but luckily the event wasnt postponed or anything. i hate to run in rainy days :(

then when it was my race i still wasnt really in the racing mood. only when i was in the starting position then i realise tt " omg, i'm gonna sprint a whole round for the next 1 minute."
then the horn went off.

didnt sprint at all but just did smooth big striding steps for 300m then tried to move legs faster at the last 100m. lactic today wasnt as bad. but it was super scary cuz i could hear loud footsteps and breathing sounds right behind me.
and mr lim said he would be standing somewhere near to give me the " sprint now" signal but i couldnt find him at all. so when i reached yuhding and gangs i just ran away.

66.6 secs.

not very good / but satisfied timing for someone who doesnt even train for 400m.

and takecare of yourself qianjun. your courage really motivated me lots. everything's gonna be alright :))
yay, first final's over.
now's for the second finals at kallang practice track in 6 days time and i'm running 200m.
but apart from that there's nats juniors in like 8 days toooo!
omg omg omg.

i'm gonna give all these glory to mr lim, probably the best coach ever and always ;

2007-03-29T20:36:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOO ALL

tml's the day!
4 schools combine first finals- 400m.

you know, my mood today goes;
nervous.
scared.
nervous.
and scared again.

i look at the track and thought ; one whole round you know. one big round of sprints.

dammit.
i'm really darn scared now.
and i think dad's gonna watch me run which is making it worse.
............................................................

nvm, just run the race tml and finish it fast. dont want to drag it anymore.
and i'm looking forward to next week cuz its 4 schools 200m AND nats juniors heats!
the heat is on trackers!

anyway me and dorcas made a list of trackers possible to be in finals this year.

from spore sports sch
amalina dipna aliciatiang amandalee meixian

from cedar girls
jiayuan rahima

from nanyang girls
samantha raebun joannachang

from stnics
dorcas! amanda quey fiona..

conclusion
12ppl to fight for the 8 spaces in finals.
3 ppl to fight for that space on the rostrum

hmm stress la whatelse.

okay got to stop blogging, have to pack and sleep earlyy!

things to do.
buy banana
bring tracksuit
bring towel
bring warmup tee
change spikes nails.
bring spikes.
relax muscles.

have extra confidence and strength for tml's race.

2007-03-28T23:01:00.000+08:00

2 MORE ~~freaking~~ DAYS TO 4 SCHOOLS COMBINE SPORTS MEET DAY 1.

whats the similarity between a blackhole, vaccum machine, and shiying running 400m?
ans: they all suck.
haha, nt funny.

dammed.
i suck at 400m.
you guys should know.
and know what.
its only 2 more days to my 400m event.

grrr, its so frustratinggg! lactic for the last 120m is so irritating. i'm just nt a 400m runner lur.
and i'm
scarrrrrrrrrrrrred >.< someone help me pls?

Oo, and nationals juniors championships coming up!
a YAY or a BOO?

i'm equally nervous.
i need a miracle!
and a strength to push me from behind.

its only 16 more days before my pillar of strength will be gone. i respect him so much, only because he deserves it. i'm tired now, but i know for him; i'm gonna go all out during each races. and only to die after reaching the finishing line.i will train hard, acute pain in the leg is nothing. smile and satisfaction from him solves all problems. he will and is a strength of motivation, always.

2007-03-24T23:57:00.000+08:00

first day of SPHrelays is over.
and obv met all my friends again :)
amanda getting stronger; noreen and meixian unchanged (haha)
but dorcas looks very sad and she's not running cuz she's injured :( recover soon dorc.

anyway, proud of all my juniors esp sec ones!
and its just so ironic;
i feel like running too when i see so many ppl's races but i really dread each passing days cuz competitions are coming. and i think i may have competition fever >-<. oops.
and mr lim's gonna let me do tyre training next week cuz my legs are moving slowwww.

oh yeah, caryn's so saddddd today.
cheer up girl. i hope all those advices from me work for u and tml's race's gonna be real great again. dont back out on our promise okayy, loves :)
and keep back that silly tear!

hmm and oh yeah, someone told me something which piss-the-hell-out-of-me
like hello?! how am i suppose to know what's the reason why u're like there today and cant u just be like the other guy who quietly sits there supporting em. omg, talking about her striding
speaking for yourself.

ignore
ignore
ignored.

and the team leave w/o me today when i was talking to caryn, so went home with amelia, whom i've not seen like a million years since nationals 06. and amelia love to gossip lur.

i miss passings with her = /
plus!she holds lots of my secrets x(
but the shocking thing is, she toldme she's like quitting vjc track team.

:( why are all trackers losing their passion for track//

anyway i just realise tt i held mr lim's cap in hostage.
i dont know how it got into my bag.
okay rest early and all the best to my 4x100m teams tml.

ohh; i met choo today.it feels just weird. :O

2007-03-23T23:10:00.000+08:00

okay today's 1 hr talk went great and it makes me high during training.

i was so prepared to do like 15 sets of 100m and 15 sets of 200m sprints chasing after that ever-so-fast hanyuhding but there was light training cuz i had to help the juniors with their relays cuz there's
SPH RELAYS COMPETTION tml.

zomg.

its getting me all nervous!
but i'm not taking part cuz obv me alone cant form a team.
but i'm gonna see all my long missed friendsss!
my dearest siao langs amandaaa meixiannnn noreennnn dorcassss.
god and i was so looking forward to see how much they've changed and of course improved on the track :)

and i just like remember like next friday is my first race.
and dammit its 400m.
and i'm so not confidence cuz mr lim never give me any 400m trainings before.
and i'm up against qianjun! who;s like improving lots and damm fast now.
roar!! andi think qianjun still deserve the gold medal more than me x)

and nationals juniors coming tooooooo!
i cant afford to flunk that competition cuz its like a nationals thing.
and the best thing's that my shin is giving me very very serious problem again..
damm damm damm.

hmm back to tml's competition for juniors,things to do:
i have to buy bananas.
i have to bring jersey for wening and dawei.
i have to go queensway before that.
i have to bring batons and masking tape for them
i have to find my missing trackpantsssssss which are buried under my messy wardrobe.
i have to meet my juniors at 1pm tml.
i have to go pack my bag.
i have to stop blogging now.

i'm training so hard for that placing everyday;
not for myself but for coach lim, always.
i know i can.
and i will.

2007-03-22T22:24:00.000+08:00

i know i was totally so not myself on thursday morning and many ppl knew what happen i think.
god its embarassing but i just cant help it okay.
hmm lets not get affected because i'm not as childish.

anyway the primary school kid's having relays competition on thursday and i went all the way down to bishan stadium to support them :) cuz mr lim called me at around 12 plus and told me that the kids were looking for me.( so sweet of themm :) you know, kids are soooooooooooooooo cute and they really brighten up my day. love them truckloads! they are so innocent and they ask u stuffs like " shiying is there anyone faster than u? did u win any race before? if u run with my school fastest runner will u lose to her?" and for once they all rlly treat me as their babysitter and leave all their wallets and shoes with me.
whatever, these kids' innocences really really make my day.
and plus they're real good.

haha; jannah and magdalene. (mind you these 2 young babes are real fast)

= / she's a real gem.

dear magdalene's P5 team is like leading now and have a good chance to break the record again this year.
and although compassvale pri isnt doing as good but its amazing how high the kids kneelift can go.
you know; the sense of achievement is really there.
for me and of course; for mr lim.

2007-03-21T00:11:00.000+08:00

omg!
i cant belief i'm so lucky as to get to see lionel lewis's real jersey hanging out to sun-dry.
damm i should have just taken the jersey away.
but i din cuz i dont wish to see lionel naked on the field.

=.='', i know.

2007-03-18T09:53:00.000+08:00

you know;
holidays are ending soon and i dont even feel i've gone through a holiday.
no oversea trip / no shoppings / no hangout with friends / not much of tv time.

but whatever, i still managed to survive this week, and its pretty enjoyable too cuz there's training everyday! :)

and this post's for CARYN LIAU ;)
she's always been a real good friend to me all the while, in life and on track.

car:

i understand that u are currently going through some obstacles in life, esp your track life. you brokedown suddenly during training one day, and i was so shocked and that only made me realise that i wasnt sensitive to your feelings recently.
i want to apologise for this, and promise that i'll be supporting you in whatever u do, and help u with problems u face, beit studies or family stuffs. that post of yours was really very nice of you, and yep, i promise i'll stand strong after this incident. cuz i've got the strength from you ;) competition is coming, you and your team will do well. and dont bother abt the pain in your ___, for they'll be gone and nothing can hinder you from claiming your individual champ this year.. and of course top 3 for sph relays okay!

run like you've never run before.
and girl, you know u always rock my world.

sighsighsigh.
there's school again tml.
so what there's gonna be training?
i hate to see napoleon.
politics problem in adult world la.

2007-03-16T21:56:00.000+08:00

hmm.

10 sets of 100m and 10 sets of 200m speedwork with yuhding is killing.
he;s getting faster and faster.
and apple strudel from australia is so nice, credits to mrlim :)

and i'm wondering is numb hands a symptom of over training?
cuz my hands and fingers area are like numb.

anyway watched LNFC VS HUFC match just now.
the players and the reporter were zzzzzzz.
but lionel lewis was awesome!
for those who watched he did a great save at around 30 plus minutes.
sometimes i really think training at bishan is great cuz u can run-while-looking at lionel on the way.

ok whatever.
too tired today; who cares, just hope to step down asap.
hmm anyway, rlly happy to see that so many trackers are so hardworking now,
the jumpers like joanne seewei elizabeth.
400m runners like keni, who did 10 sets of 400m in a row, its really impressive.

anyway hope all of em treasure this yrs 4 schools combine meet, cuz who knows it may be the last.
memory may last us a lifetime, so run a good race my friends.

2007-03-14T20:32:00.000+08:00

had some difficulty typing this post cuz the middle joint of every finger is hurting real bad,

oh before i forget we did starting blocks training again.
which results in my injured fingers.
the track's burning and the little rubber bits at the lane 8 200m starting point's really sharp.
which results in blisters.
but training's still much fun,

but anyway did startings with yuhding magdalene and jannah and it was pretty fun cuz it was my first time using mr lim's personal starting blocks.
its very not user friendly anyway. spent 7 minutes just to get my numbering right.

flunked the first few starting real bad then yuhding taught me to kick the blocks and he talked in such influencial way for the first time.and he tried to destroy my determination by telling me how tough it is to run 200m at the most outer lane; but HAHA, my mindset's too strong to be destroyed.
in the end after 1 hr of practice i improved my starting by a little :)
a little.

" u gt hear our last starting not the click sound of the board very loud leh."
peserverance :)

okay shall train starts tml again.

and the way wenxin smile sneakily is so cute HAHA.
"moqi in the air huh"
ok shall stop disturbing her alr.
oh well,marie antoinette now.

and before i forget, i saw lionel lewis again :)))))))))))))))))
seewei says he;s ugly x((((

there's no use considering;
listen to what your heart has to say.

2007-03-13T22:12:00.000+08:00

today's a very very busy day.

morning had training at bishan with compassvale primary and yangzheng;
and omg one of the kids asked me if i'm mr lim's daughter,
HAHA i think kids are really innocent.
anyway taught em short passings and they learnt fast but werent focused enough which resulted in mr lim's constant shouting at them.

which is terrible cuz it worsen his bad throat condition.
so i tried to quieten those kids down but in the end my throat wasnt feeling good too. :(
after morning training mr lim treated me to lunch :)))))))))
and then as usual he told me about all his life stories.
which made me real motivated, seriously.
and he kept coughing while talking and although i'm just beside him i cant even hear him sometimes.
so went to get strepils for him before heading down to bishan library for some study x)

and btw;
studying in library alone isnt good cuz it make ppl sleep.

anyway after that bought some masking tape for mr lim and the relay team and headed back to bishan stadium again.
training was fabulous :)
did 80m shutter run with the katong convent kids.
then did 2 rounds of 50m palour with my lovely pl runners.
and did 2 sets of 200m with magdalene.

had a rest after 2 sets of 200m cuz mag had to leave.
then mr lim told me to do some more 200m myself so i did 4 more sets.

AND YAY :)
i finally find myself able to move my legs throughtout the whole 200m after so long.
welcome back my friends :)
even mr lim said it was beautiful running,

shiying's back.

its a clear world;
once again.

2007-03-12T21:34:00.000+08:00

training today kinda slack ( for me).
taught C'div girls their short passing for 4x100m relay and did a few starting blocks training.

sad to say i still suck at starting blocks lur.
but tong's here today and he taught me and yuhding how to kick the blocks and stuffs.
but somehow i still cant get the technique of starting blocks right despite the many times of demo from him.
ahh... i-am-a-noob

but anyway i found out a good reason to explain why i've made no improvement.
as quoted from coach remy " you will need to get use to the starting blocks as your legs grow longer and longer. who ask u so tall?"
okay whatever; but i still love my legs cuz i need em to help me win races :)
and i'm determined to overcome this phobia because i've decided not to emo and work extra hard now.
hurhur. i sound intimidating huh.

OH OH OH!
during cooldown while running at the curve, which is near the goalpost of the field, HomeUnited FC soccer players were training lur.
then i saw
LIONEL LEWIS!!!
zomg.
i'm a big fan okay.
he looks damm cool on the field.

so to satisfy my fantasy i kept staring.
but Tong spoils it all by telling me
he's attached.

zzzz.

dont care;
he's damm seh.

2007-03-12T20:25:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA.

i realise i have so many cool friends.

one emo post and it sent my tagboard and handphone hotline alive.

i'm alright now ppl =)

imagine me posting:

I'M GONNA KILL MYSELF!

i think my network's really gonna be damm busy.. hmms.

anyway thanks for the concern peopleeee :)

ps: berightback in 30 minutes time after my bath.

2007-03-11T12:50:00.000+08:00

zomg.

i just realise that the holidays are here x(

not in holiday mood at all cuz there's real lots of tests coming up after this holiday.
so afterall, holiday is just a nicer term to replace
home study week.

intend to finish all homeworks before tuesday cuz i have no time to study after that.
monday wednesday friday afternoon training with dunman.
tuesday thursday saturday morning training with compassvale primary ; afternoon training with pl.

cool man there;s training everyday.

but i've decided to be in serious training mood this whole week because there's no time for more training after that. hmms.

calendar of events coming up.
30 march - 4 school combine event-400m
5 april- 4 school combine event- 200m
13 april- 4 school combine event- 100m 4x100m 4x400m

and even more important events are national juniors! ( during the 8 weekends of the whole month of april)
cant afford to screw up nats juniors cuz its somehow selection for wala this year.
and wala is in malaysia this year!! i want to go so muchh!!

and mr lim just asked me to go take part in 1st all comers meets where its a opens catogary where the age group ranges from 14 yrs to 20 yrs old?
and me and yuhding have decided to go take part i think.
damm stressed.
oh and btw the competition is just next sunday.

even more stressed.

its a wide world out there.
but impossible is nothing;

2007-03-10T13:19:00.000+08:00

smile with me everyone :)

HELLO ALL
i'm okay now ;)
decided not to emo about those stuffs anymore.

and i've opened up much more after talking to mr lim and also after having the encouragement of my friends namely

YUHDING

WENXIN

SEEWEI

AND CHUASIMIN!!!

and of course my ~~spammerss~~ taggers!

shall reply to tags here:
yuhding/ wenxin : haha; we shall go crazy together during holidays of course! and we shall have some funny buy presents games again??

simin: thank you lovely!!!!!!!! haha when can i see you? i've got so much to tell you! and of course i miss whacking you my best whacker!! lovesss <3!
passerbys: hello all passerbys, although i have no idea who u guys are but anyway big thank you to all of you for your different encouragements and motivations. i've walked out of this big problem and thanks for the regards too!
L!nus: haha, thanks too ;)

anon: yep. i've won this challenge x)
thank you all;
i've decided not to get emo over these kinda stuffs anymore and i'll be strong! and i'll train real hard and get faster timings and all for this year's competition. best wishes to all you guys too x)

dont worry, the happy side of me is back again.

and i'dlike to thank chuasimin;

she made me belief that friends forever actually exists.
i've never met her like a million years but she actually still remembers me :)
thank you simin!
rmb that 2hr night talk with you on the phone last year?
haha; you'll always be my bestest whacker, girl!

its nice to be free and happy:)

P

2007-03-09T21:45:00.000+08:00

emo?
nah;

have been staring at the screen for a few minutes, didnt know what to blog about. its not tt nth has happened to my life; its just that;
so much things have happened and i just dont know where to start.

competition's coming in exactly 21 days time, and i dare to say that i'm so not prepared for it, with slow 400m timings and bad kneelifts coming upand all.
i think i'm deproving; or rather, not improving at all.

had training in school today, and the weather's like a hundred degrees outside there, mind you, its really burning on the black track. had no mood for training at all, and was really very tired due to the weather.
was super happy for mr lim and magdalene, but at the same time, i question myself ;
am i improving?
do i dare say that i can beat my pb again this year?

NO.

suddenly i cant see where i'm running to,
i dont know how far i can run,
i dont know how high i am gonna fly.

was on the verge of collasping on the track during training, but i told myself its okay cuz the weather's too hot today, but actually, it was all an excuse to make myself feel better about the fact that
i'm not improving at all.

discouraged.
have no idea where my strength has gone to.
~~maybe its time to give up...~~

have no mood for trainings nowadays;
so many things are bugging me and they'll continue to be a stone weighing on my heart when these problems are unsolved.

but i'm trying my best to cover every cruel fact that's happening.
but no one appreciates.
backstabbing happens.
unhappiness lingers on and on and on.
and after what i just found out today, you're not a part of my team anymore.

itshardtotakethelead.
you shield the team by taking up the harsh scoldings;
but no one is even aware of what u're doing.
no one show a single sign of appreciation.
all those fake concerns and whispering are redundant.

somedays.
i'm gonna free myself from these hazards....

my keyboard's wet.

2007-03-02T21:44:00.000+08:00

its the end of a week again;
its suppose to be a really happy friday but somehow my friday today was really a bad one for me.
school was as usual, with tests, tests, and tests day after day.
had no choice, was real busy after school with training everyday, so had to mug into late nights,
i really am tired now....

it was just another discussion session, but somehow, you didnt even show your respect towards this; you didnt even try to adsorb what i tried to say. i mentioned the word everyone; but somehow the arrow just got pointed to me again. i dont mind being the bad guy, just dont drag mr lim into this.

but then again; track team had a discussion today too and its really really heartwarming and super touching to see and feel all my teammates support for me. this is what i call a team :)

and back home;
miscommunication happens.
i'm sorry mom.

see, bad friday. where all things doesnt go smoothly for me.
hope that tml will be a better day, with morning training and concert to make my day.
not to mention i'll be able to see DEAR CARYN and SEXY SAMANTHA during training!

its time for some slacking,
i'm not touching books yet.

its never a hundred percent colourful world;
its a hundred percent hurting reality.

2007-02-24T15:48:00.000+08:00

wanted to blog a loong post but spent too much time friendster-ing so have no choice but to cut down on my post.

something big happen in class 3B yesterday, and its really sad to see ms chong so disappointed with us, saying that us 3B is not bonded and united at all. i admit that, of course, who am i trying to kid that we're bonded. guess 3B's got to learn how to stand together as a class and make our classmates feel belonged to this class, and of course,

we owe ms chong a great apology.
we've been too much seriously.

training yesterday was fun! cuz i started my first training of 400m, but god, i'm so not a 400m runner. its so exhausting sprinting whole round around the track. so i have totally no confidence for 4 schools combine now, esp when jianfeng challenged me that there's gonna be a new fast sprinter from the other schools whose gonna beat me.
thanks man;

morning training today was super tiring.
the sun's shining so brightly at me that i thought that i'm gonna melt and die.
its like a hundred degrees outside there at bishan stadium.
and not to mention we did starting blocks training today, you know, i totally failed the starting blocks, so training wasnt that nice afterall. and its so frustrating, after training for so many months, i ~~still cant~~ never do a proper starting.

stop all the emoing shiying ;

but anyway, mr lim's national sprinter, raihan, joined me for training today and she's damm fast! and her starting's damm good :) so now i'll have to train real hard with her every saturday.
because grrrrr,
competition's coming. =(

there's always a story behind every picture;
there's always a motivation behind every winning race.

2007-02-21T13:38:00.000+08:00

today's training at bishan is non official and not compulsory.

only those who is willing to go is to attend it.

those who dont go is OK.

some parents are still as irritating and free as to go complain to the school, causing mr lim to get blamed for everything.

use your brains please.
and listen properly in future ;
complain kings and queens.

2007-02-19T20:50:00.000+08:00

sigh.
one more day of slacking and we'll have to go back to mugging days again.
new year sure pass fast.. ;(

but anyway, let me introduce all of u to my sister shirui;
HAHAHA.
yes i know we are of 2 different faces.
anyway i took this photo for her so it looks very artistic and she looks quite pretty i think.

okay i'm quite done with blogging.
chemistry now.

2007-02-15T21:43:00.000+08:00

i sniff.
and sneeze.
and sniff again.

then cough.
and cough.
and cough again.

so dad says,
" let me warn you now huh. i said no training tml and you better stop running."

whoo.
scary man.
tell me how to go training tml?

its a long road ahead ;

2007-02-15T20:16:00.000+08:00

finally!

this week's almost finished and its gonna be chinese new year soooon!
and finally can have a break of at least 2 days without studies.
i'm so tired.

i dread thursday lessons.
its until 4.15pm and all the lessons are boring!
higherchinese maths bilingualprogramme physics chemistry history ACE electives.
omgosh! just by a look at it is boring enough.

and since today's morning i've not been feeling well.

=(

nose feel kind of funny, the- want-to-sneeze-but-cannot-sneese type, was running slight fever and cough. plus! the lessons today are so so so boring, so dont even feel like doing anything in class, and guess that's why i made history and ACE teacher angry today, cuz i wasnt paying attention at all.

and guess what, chinese new year's just around the corner.
what a great time to get sick man.
all the snacks and my fav ba-kua doesnt even appear appetizing to me anymore.
whats wrong with me.

and shucks, dont think i'm able to train tml given my present condition. dad is banning me from gg training anyway. but its a must to go! cuz chinese new year has taken up 2 training days. and competitions is coming. aiyo, confused confuse la.

and i dont know wheater i'm gg back kong hwa tml not, promised paul that i'll go back but given my present condition, dont think i'm able to make it there.
so apologies to paul, cuz i guess i'll have to delay his birthday presents again.
but see you soon i hope bud :)

and happy belated birthday!

PS. i dont like youu.

2007-02-14T21:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY

thanks to all my friends for their goodies/chocs / presents!

and thanks to wenxin for my angel presents :)
oh btw, she's my lovely track angel who gives me typed out letters almost everyday.
haha, i shall declare her the best angel in the world <3!

valentine day's is just like any normal day which past quickly.
OH!
but at least i'm able to see my lovers today x)

which is my beloved track and of course, Mr lim!!

ah, talking about training today, my shin injury has recovered(yay!), but now i injured my ankles.
and training today ( 6 sets of 200m palour) is kind of slack actually, but the pain in the ankle is so irritating! pray pray pray that it will recover soooon~~

and here's a real nice present i received today.

yuanwei is such an art genius. haha, i ask him to draw something nice for me and he gave me this. plus DARS white chocs.
haha,great mortal to have.

oh and btw, samantha ong may yen gave me a real kiss on my cheeks yesterday during training.
she loves me.

2007-02-13T21:37:00.000+08:00

decided to come online and slack today cos am really sick of homework and stuffs now and nothing is able to get into my brains for the moment cuz its occupied by maths and maths and nothing else but maths. boooo.
oh but there's Language arts-flim technique test tml. and chinese test part 2.

omg, i lead a sad life.

maths test was quite okay, but its super tedious doing all the workings out and calculator is not allowed! and halfway through the test i couldnt concentrate properly (blame it on studying till 2.30 am in the morning) and so wasted some time. in the end only manage to finish my bonus question halfway. argh, wasted.

after school head for training at paya lebar methodist girl 200m track and caryn lend me her jersey for training :) so cool man, to be a pl tracker for that 2 hr!

anyway did 200m palour 10 sets continuous, with only a minute or less rest time in between.
then did 100m palour 5 sets.
and cuz the track's only 200m and the curves were very sharp, guess the pressure on my right feet was too great and i got a huge blister now.

god, didnt know blister hurt this much.

tml's valentine day!
my secret mortals and angels will be exposed soon!
haha, anyway i just figured out who my track angel is alr, the person who sends me printed letters.
nvm shall expose her only tml. x)

and since i'm slacking, i decided to help mom decorate our house to welcome chinese new year.

ahh; i'm so looking forward to chinese new year.

GONG XI FA CAI

2007-02-10T23:19:00.000+08:00

oh yay i feel so light and happy now.
cant mention why; but
its a 100kg stone being lifted off my chest.

and yay, no more complicated shit...
thank you my friend :)

find back that smile pls ;

2007-02-10T23:15:00.000+08:00

watched one litres of tears last night till 2am yesterday and surprisingly i woke up even before my alarm clock rang today.
reached bishan stadium pretty early today and was stoning at the carpark, thinking about how i'm gonna run 8 sets of 200m sprints with my serious shin injury.

then mr lim came, park his car and gave us a worried look.
i see.
compassvale primary's bus didnt appear to fetch them to bishan stadium for training and they requested mr lim to go over to their school instead; but mr lim have to train pl and katong girls over at bishan

so....

he sent me and caryn over there.
so cool man!
so we took a taxi down to compassvale primary and help mr lim coach the little kids again.

man. i did lots of shoutings and so my voive was kind of out by the end of their 2 hr training, but the kids are real cute and funny. the way they pass the batons angers me, but at the same time it was humorous because the look on their face is worth a good laugh at.
it was a fun day training ;)

went bugis and orchard to shop with seewei verawn qianhui in the afternoon
and i've got to say that veronica got a good figure.
hats off to her sexy x)

and i went NTUC with mom and dad to shop for new year goods!!! haha, i love to go grocery shopping cos i can buy whatever i like for new year :) and since they're footing the bill so bought lotsa chocolates for my track angel ; track mortal ; class mortal!! but NONE for my class angel!
and oh, valentine day is just around the corner!

love; love; love; love; love..

OHNO!
the so many many many tests nest week is worth to die for.

i need these shoes to run;
i need those strength to live ;

ahh, before i forget, happy birthday ......

2007-02-09T21:18:00.000+08:00

helloooooo everyoneeeee!
its friday and its blogging time again :)
got lots to blog today, cuz there's simply too many things happening this week.
bad news first la;
i hate maths. i still do. i really am stressed up by the tests and assignments.
i need help. seriously ; urgently. but pls leave tution out of the choice.

good news;
haha, its a nicee week cuz many many nice things happens.

my class angel is officially DEAD!! i've not received anything from him for the past 5 days. to think i even said he was nice in the first place. roar!! now i finally understand how wenxin feels.. hmm; but my class mortal is super funnyy. and i've been a nice angel cuz i give him stuffs and notes everyday.

but i LOVE my track angel!
i mean he/she is soooooo nice as to give me typed notes everyday.

haha, typed out letter! cuz he/she is afraid that his/her word would give him/her away. and the track related cartoon pictures inside the notes is soo cute and the friendship story in the latest letter is so cool.
so to whoever u are,

thank you angel x)

oh yeah, not to mention, my track mortal is amazing too. i gave him something and he actually buys something back for me too.
trackers are nice ;)

and after school was at the canteen studying with my fellow gossiper when we met this guy name zhihao from 1E.

MAN I'VE GOT TO SAY THAT NEVER IN MY LIFE HAVE I MET SOMEONE LIKE HIM.

what's the best word to describe him?
OVER-FRIENDLY.

woah. this guy wowed me okay. he wasnt afraid to strangers at all and he is really super duper over friendly alr. he kepts like introducing himself to us and telling us how many he score for his psle blah blah blah.... and then we decided to play with him so we told him we're JC 2s coming back to take our results and he believed.( omg this sentence doesnt even sound logical)

and he kept handing his hands out to me offering a handshake and asking me to self-intro myself.
SO FUNNY!
cuz ashley was beside me then and so i told zhihao that i'm "ashley".
he belief.
then i told him i'm JC 2 from hwa chong institution.
he belief.
then i told him i am the top scholar for my year's psle.
he belief.
and i told him i'm a millionair.
he actually belief that also??!!!

and he's those who shake your hands and dont let go type.

cool man! i met a cool person today, and i'll still have to bump into him in school for like years to come.
so cool! =.=''

anyway congratulations to dear sister, who score well for her O-levels. she got 19 marks, which is able to get her into a JC at least. and she has improved like 7 marks as compared to her school prelims.
and not to mention she got A1 for her chinese.
god, pressure on me is building up.
and dad and mom is happy too, esp dad, cuz he even told me that my sister is smart.

and suddenly i feel so stupid ;(

and its the 9 of febuary today.
which is the special day of my dear siao lang amanda lee ya yu!

happy birthday dearest!
i shall see u sooooooooooooonn!

okay off to the one litres of tears show that i just lent from wenxin.

before i forget, i need to go get 10 boxes of tissues on standby.

2007-02-02T21:38:00.000+08:00

its high time to update my blog which has been hibernating for a week alr;
school stuffs and trainings kept me busy;

school this week passed quickly, but lessons are kind of boring.
so in class 3B, zile started his very own business of " waxing service."
and jordan happens to be his first customer.

an obvious success.
zile's gonna earn big bucks.

and valentine day's coming so everyclasses's having the angel and mortal stuffs goingon.
haha; my mortal is a tough one and i had difficulty thinking of what to give him, so i just gave him some handwritten note.
they're equally meaningful ok.

and i totally have no idea who my angel is!
i'm guessing its alvin but the way jordan n zile is saying makes me have doubts on my suspect...
but anyway my angel has been giving me sweets everyday.

wenxin's gonna be so jealous cuz her angel isnt giving her anything!

and trackteam's having the game going on too and i just got my mortal too.
haha, BIG clue, its a he.
man, time to fret over the present thing again ;(

anyway mr lim told me after wednesday training that we'll be doing hurdles on friday, so i bought my new hurdles spikes for training, in the end it became normal training session today and i feel weird and all being in the new spikes.

man, the spikes is reaaaaal looong and its twice the length of my training spikes.so i felt like as if i was floating while running. and the shoes are real heavy okay, it makes my feets tired after wearing those shoes for 2 hrs plus.
we did baton passings today, and then something sad dawn on me;

i realise i dont even have a half team member to form a team.
under the catagory of B girls short distance runners.

there's only me.
ONE SPRINTER.

guess i cant take part in SPH relays now. :((

oh yeah!
good news and bad news!!

good news is i just finished my whole bottle of PURE cod liver OIL finally!
bad news is mr lim got me a whole new bottle.

so i'm back to square one.

okay shall write my first note to my track mortal :]
shall begin with ;
" hello mortal ~~___________~~ "

2007-01-28T00:18:00.000+08:00

tired from a day of hard work.
felt stressed up because of some things that happen today.
this beauty will make your day.

"if cousin shiying needs money urgently in future, i would break my piggybank like this and lend her all my money."

"hello all, i'm sijia and i love to do my ultimate pose infront of cousin sy's camera.this is my warmup shot so a litttle weird expression first alright. "

"oops, a little overdoing it. my face shape is not as out of shape as this!"

"ahh..at last. the beauty ms koh sijia is back in action!"

hahaha.
self entertainment.
but my little cousin is really adorable.
she follows and absorb what i teach her real fast.

now she love to say," wo ai ni " to me.

what a child-cheater i am.

2007-01-25T20:28:00.000+08:00

its thursday.
i managed to live through the longest study hours of the week.
lessons until 4.15 today u know.

had been studying tons and tons of maths stuffs over the pastfew days because of the surds test today and got pretty tired too so decided to come online and give myself a treat today.
god, my head is bursting.

anyway today had maths test (again?)and i thought it was okay, but dont think i'm gonna score well for it still. even super super smart ppl like charlotte says that the test is " chao nan" (super difficult), so shouldnt expect much.
was finishing the 5th out of 9 questions when i saw the prc scholar in front of me sitting there with a completed paper on his table.

only 15 mins have passed ,BTW.

trainings this week, last week, last last week, every week, is bad.
i mean i dont feel myself running fast.
and worse, i'm running in a hunched back way now.
and recently there's some commotion going on. shan't say much but ;

PS. i LOVE cross country man.

imagine somedays where i really quit track out of my own accord.
god that's so cool man. and unbelievable.

enough for now.
shall get back to that potassium dichromate question..

sometimes,

you just have to use your heart to feel all the 2 sided stories

that's happening in life;